Okay, I guess the best way to do this is use my usual number format. Lol! I will try to recap and update as much as I can remember from the past couple of weeks.
1) I can't remember all the different days and what happened on each day, but I do remember certain things that happened while Daddy was still in San Leandro. One of the major events was not being able to wake Daddy up one evening. My mom and I drove to San Leandro that night to visit as usual. When we arrived my Uncle Carl (mom's brother) visiting from Milwaukee, Wisconsin and Cousin Anita (mom's cousin) were there. My mom was anxious for Daddy to speak to us that night. But he was sleeping. Not that this was unusual, but he had been sleeping quite a bit more after Father's Day. This particular night, it was a very deeeeeep, somewhat disturbing sleep. He would not wake up. His vitals were okay, but the nurse was unable to wake him up. So much so, that she became very nervous--she even said so. She tapped him, shook him and think even popped him on his arm and in his face a few times. No response, just snoring very hard. I could tell my mom was very upset and worried. I just asked, point blank, if he was breathing. He was, but would not wake up. The next thing I knew, a slew of nurses, and the doctor on staff came rushing down the hall to his room. All I could do was stand in the hallway listening to them all yelling while frantically popping him, "Mr. James, Mr. James, Mr. Armstead wake up!" over and over again. My thoughts were everywhere. "God, you continue to speak these wonderful plans you have for Daddy and our family, but what is all this commotion each time? Lord, I believe you, but good heavens, now what--what next?" I thought. Finally, after poking him to check his insulin, he woke up.
After speaking with a few people the next day explaining what had transpired the night before, I was told it could be "sun-downers." I had never heard of that before, but Daddy did sleep deeply most of the day and the nurses said he would be up all night talking and even singing. Hump? Who knows. Now, with what we know today, I believe that was possibly the first indication that something was going amiss. The infection.
I believe it was only a day or two later (which was a Saturday the 26th) he was transferred to San Francisco to the rehab facility.
2) Once he arrived there, I visited him the next day which was Sunday the 27th. My mom and Marna were going to church and since he was in a new facility, my mom wanted me to visit him early instead of waiting for them later that evening so we could all go together. Now remember, he was transferred to a downtown San Francisco facility. So, I headed out there mid-afternoon only to find a lot of traffic once I exited the freeway. On a Sunday afternoon, what could possibly cause all this traffic? :-/
Now, to those that know me, already know I am just as naive as they come..at least, next to my mom of course. Hahahaha! My Aunt Elaine (daddy's sister), after hearing many of the incidents in life that happen to my mom and I, always makes the comment that she loves us and that is why she has decided to keep us both. Lol! So you can imagine, how long it took me to finally realize I was stuck smack dab in the middle of the Pride Parade. All the streets were blocked off, there were droves of people, etc. It took me over an hour to make it to rehab facility.
Once there, Daddy told me he that they put water on him. I laughed and said, "Oh they gave you a bath, huh?" He replied with a smile, "Yep." I know he was excited because he sounded as if he was. He had not seen water in over a month! Poor Daddy, he is so hygiene conscious that I know this whole not taking a real bath thing, could possibly have been just as irritating as everything else he was going through. So putting water on his body was monumental in his eyes!
I read the bible because he wanted to hear the book of Joshua. So I read the first five chapters. He mentioned something about "the land" and "Moses" which do pertain to the story of Joshua. It amazes me how he can remember almost everything from the bible and spiritual things, but sometimes he may or may not remember his name, who we are, and so forth.
I didn't stay long because I didn't want to have any problems getting home with the parade festivities beginning. I think I was there with him about an hour and finally told him I was going home because he began to fall asleep. Daddy was only at this particular facility until that Friday (early morning).
I think it is Marna's turn to visit Daddy with my mom tonight and my turn to watch Nuk. So it's possible that I will be able to blog part two this evening. Granted, Miss Nuk doesn't beg me to watch a movie with her. A person can only take watching Shrek and Donkey like a limited amount of times before screaming for mercy! LOL! Somebody, HELP ME PLEASE!!!
But I must share how Daddy was removed from that facility and rushed to the ER up the street that Friday morning. God watches over us! That I will say.
Until tonight (hopefully),
--June
Friday, July 16, 2010
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Sacrifice
Well a couple days ago I got a call from my friend who was telling us that we needed to do everything possible to make sure our dad knew we cared for him and that we loved him and supported him through all that he was going through in his recovery.
I thought to myself that, I was... at least I think I am. Right?! I am. We are... aren't we?!
I thought of all the trips back and forth to the hospital no matter where he was. Someone was going with my mother everyday. If it wasn't me, June took her. We sat for as long as we could during visiting hours after finishing up business, and for me securing a sitter (if I needed to) and getting out to the hospital visiting him, watching him, telling him we love him, supporting him, praying for him, advocating for him, whatever he needs making sure we do our best to see that he gets it, and keeping a hawk's eye on every medical professional that has anything to do with his care, talking to his doctor's and not taking "no" for an answer. I think his Armstead women have it well covered. I believe we are putting forth a pure and honest effort and doing the best we can and that if there are any cracks in "the system" the Lord will show us and give us the favor and wisdom to correct it.
This morning I woke up from a dream. In it, the Lord basically confirmed what my friend said about supporting and sacrificing for my dad. He then took it a step further to go deeper so I could understand the absolute selfless sacrifices required. The Lord pointed out that my dad is here to finish up some business/ministry for him and that is important, but He wanted me to understand the sacrifice my dad made for us.
Not only has my dad given his life to love and support his family, to train his children to be decent and proper God-fearing women and business women. He taught us to think for ourselves and if we could dream it we could find a way to make it happen (if its God will). He (and my mom) have undoubtedly supported everything we have done WITHOUT QUESTION! But there is a another deeper level to this whole new situation. My dad had basically died, and was given the chance to come back.... and he chose to do it-- PURELY FOR HIS FAMILY! He was already in heaven before Our Father God, in paradise! He chose to come back to this world of disease, pain, suffering. He has stuck in there with us FOR US! He is truly going through an ordeal FOR US! My daddy loves us! I mean if you've read the blog you've seen all the dismal reports of heart attack, and recovery, infection and blood clots, kidney issues, UTI and bowel infections, and he will undergo intense and probably painful physical, occupational, and speech therapy, stemming all for his love for us and not wanting to "leave us hanging." I truly love my father and I am now understanding the life of sacrifice he lives on SO MANY LEVELS!
The Lord further revealed to me.... This is the same kind of sacrifice He has done for us. He left eternity to come down to earth and SUFFER through this life and even die for us so we can have the chance (if we freely accept it) to be with Him in heaven when we leave our world of pain and suffering and disease (dis-ease) on Earth. He said to make sure your readers know how to get to me. Its easy and the best decision you can make. I say decision because as always you are free to take it or leave it. No one will force you. But, if your are interested say this prayer aloud:
Lord Jesus, forgive me of all my sins, wash me in your Holy Blood. I believe Jesus Christ died on the cross for me, and was buried and raised on the third day by the Father. I open the door to my heart to receive the Lord Jesus Christ in to my heart as my Lord and Savior. I claim healing mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally and financially. Thank you Lord for saving me! I pray You save my family and direct me to a church home that will teach me Your will for me in my life, and how to live for You! In Jesus' name I pray, AMEN!
I thought to myself that, I was... at least I think I am. Right?! I am. We are... aren't we?!
I thought of all the trips back and forth to the hospital no matter where he was. Someone was going with my mother everyday. If it wasn't me, June took her. We sat for as long as we could during visiting hours after finishing up business, and for me securing a sitter (if I needed to) and getting out to the hospital visiting him, watching him, telling him we love him, supporting him, praying for him, advocating for him, whatever he needs making sure we do our best to see that he gets it, and keeping a hawk's eye on every medical professional that has anything to do with his care, talking to his doctor's and not taking "no" for an answer. I think his Armstead women have it well covered. I believe we are putting forth a pure and honest effort and doing the best we can and that if there are any cracks in "the system" the Lord will show us and give us the favor and wisdom to correct it.
This morning I woke up from a dream. In it, the Lord basically confirmed what my friend said about supporting and sacrificing for my dad. He then took it a step further to go deeper so I could understand the absolute selfless sacrifices required. The Lord pointed out that my dad is here to finish up some business/ministry for him and that is important, but He wanted me to understand the sacrifice my dad made for us.
Not only has my dad given his life to love and support his family, to train his children to be decent and proper God-fearing women and business women. He taught us to think for ourselves and if we could dream it we could find a way to make it happen (if its God will). He (and my mom) have undoubtedly supported everything we have done WITHOUT QUESTION! But there is a another deeper level to this whole new situation. My dad had basically died, and was given the chance to come back.... and he chose to do it-- PURELY FOR HIS FAMILY! He was already in heaven before Our Father God, in paradise! He chose to come back to this world of disease, pain, suffering. He has stuck in there with us FOR US! He is truly going through an ordeal FOR US! My daddy loves us! I mean if you've read the blog you've seen all the dismal reports of heart attack, and recovery, infection and blood clots, kidney issues, UTI and bowel infections, and he will undergo intense and probably painful physical, occupational, and speech therapy, stemming all for his love for us and not wanting to "leave us hanging." I truly love my father and I am now understanding the life of sacrifice he lives on SO MANY LEVELS!
The Lord further revealed to me.... This is the same kind of sacrifice He has done for us. He left eternity to come down to earth and SUFFER through this life and even die for us so we can have the chance (if we freely accept it) to be with Him in heaven when we leave our world of pain and suffering and disease (dis-ease) on Earth. He said to make sure your readers know how to get to me. Its easy and the best decision you can make. I say decision because as always you are free to take it or leave it. No one will force you. But, if your are interested say this prayer aloud:
Lord Jesus, forgive me of all my sins, wash me in your Holy Blood. I believe Jesus Christ died on the cross for me, and was buried and raised on the third day by the Father. I open the door to my heart to receive the Lord Jesus Christ in to my heart as my Lord and Savior. I claim healing mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally and financially. Thank you Lord for saving me! I pray You save my family and direct me to a church home that will teach me Your will for me in my life, and how to live for You! In Jesus' name I pray, AMEN!
Not Enough Hours In The Day!
The day before yesterday, I spent two hours in the ICU visiting Daddy with my Mommy. Five minutes in the actual unit seeing him and holding his hand and the other hour and 55 minutes in the waiting room trying to get my laptop to run properly so I could blog. Battery issues. Welp, it didn't quite work. So much for that!
I can't stay in the ICU long because his heart rate elevates when we are there (that's why no visitors), which his nurses are not comfortable with and then I also sort of get sick, dizzy and a headache. I don't know if everything has been too overwhelming or what. I asked the nurse about this and I was told that people getting sick while visiting in the ICU happens often. She explained about the air in the room, the various patient sicknesses, and the different kinds of medications all happening at the same time. My mom also made note that my sisters, my daddy and I are so sensitive that we can hear those rodent repellent alarms. Lol! And with all the electronic machinery, gadgets, etc. in the room she wouldn't be surprised if the surge of energy is too much for me. Maybe. Who knows. Although, I do remember the same thing happening while Daddy was at Seton, the first week or two, until he was gradually weaned from each device.
Okay, now it's time for quickie updates before I get back to sleep.
1) Daddy was moved from the ICU to the Critical Care floor upstairs the day before yesterday. Believe it or not, this is great progress. I know it doesn't sound any different, but they assured us that it was. Also, I am not sure if he is okay to have visitors now that he is on a different floor. But I will find out.
2) While Marna and my mom visited yesterday, the physical therapist came to assess him. Wow! That's fast, huh? Well, great! They said he was more alert and was able to answer with short answers. He was responding to the questions being asked of him. Even better! We had not seen him like this in a few weeks. So they are getting a handle on this blood infection that had taken over his body which had him lethargic and sleeping all day. Amen! Now it all makes sense as to why it appeared he was regressing after being weaned from the trachea, while in San Leandro.
3) The doctors have been great! A group of specialist have gathered together to review his case. His attending doctor has included, I believe, a cardiologist, an internalist, a gastrointestinalist, and a hematologist on his team. We are so grateful. We thank the doctors for doing all that is within their power through the education and medical skill God has given them. It is a blessing. But in the end, God has the final say and absolute authority. HE does what He wants and wills. We praise God for the special attention He is allowing the nurses, doctors, and specialists to give Daddy in his current, yet temporary condition.
This evening is my day to be with Mommy at the hospital. So maybe I will be able to really back track and update the blog this Sunday while at home with everything that has transpired. There is still so much I promised to share. I have little to no time each day, but I have not forgotten...
Lots of love,
June
I can't stay in the ICU long because his heart rate elevates when we are there (that's why no visitors), which his nurses are not comfortable with and then I also sort of get sick, dizzy and a headache. I don't know if everything has been too overwhelming or what. I asked the nurse about this and I was told that people getting sick while visiting in the ICU happens often. She explained about the air in the room, the various patient sicknesses, and the different kinds of medications all happening at the same time. My mom also made note that my sisters, my daddy and I are so sensitive that we can hear those rodent repellent alarms. Lol! And with all the electronic machinery, gadgets, etc. in the room she wouldn't be surprised if the surge of energy is too much for me. Maybe. Who knows. Although, I do remember the same thing happening while Daddy was at Seton, the first week or two, until he was gradually weaned from each device.
Okay, now it's time for quickie updates before I get back to sleep.
1) Daddy was moved from the ICU to the Critical Care floor upstairs the day before yesterday. Believe it or not, this is great progress. I know it doesn't sound any different, but they assured us that it was. Also, I am not sure if he is okay to have visitors now that he is on a different floor. But I will find out.
2) While Marna and my mom visited yesterday, the physical therapist came to assess him. Wow! That's fast, huh? Well, great! They said he was more alert and was able to answer with short answers. He was responding to the questions being asked of him. Even better! We had not seen him like this in a few weeks. So they are getting a handle on this blood infection that had taken over his body which had him lethargic and sleeping all day. Amen! Now it all makes sense as to why it appeared he was regressing after being weaned from the trachea, while in San Leandro.
3) The doctors have been great! A group of specialist have gathered together to review his case. His attending doctor has included, I believe, a cardiologist, an internalist, a gastrointestinalist, and a hematologist on his team. We are so grateful. We thank the doctors for doing all that is within their power through the education and medical skill God has given them. It is a blessing. But in the end, God has the final say and absolute authority. HE does what He wants and wills. We praise God for the special attention He is allowing the nurses, doctors, and specialists to give Daddy in his current, yet temporary condition.
This evening is my day to be with Mommy at the hospital. So maybe I will be able to really back track and update the blog this Sunday while at home with everything that has transpired. There is still so much I promised to share. I have little to no time each day, but I have not forgotten...
Lots of love,
June
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Bumps, Hurdles, and Hoops of FIRE!
Where do I begin!?! So much has happened in such a short period of time. We have spent the last few days running back and forth to the hospital's ICU.
Daddy developed a septic (blood) infection and he has a clot in his right arm that ranges from his shoulder to his elbow.
Now. Sigh. Well, we know that God's word is true and everything is not as it appears to be. But I questioned the Lord last night. I know what God has said. I know what He has promised. I know it will be be as He has spoken. But Lord, during our prayer time...what exactly do we pray? What do I pray? To continue to ask you for daddy's healing is pointless, if you have already spoken. Furthermore, You asked my family, "Why do you doubt what I have told you?" and "I will fight Satan myself." All of this I understand, but Lord, we are so worn out and you said you would not put more on us then we can bear. But Lord, this is becoming quite unbearable.
Do I spend time in prayer just thanking you for what you have promised and consider it done? Or do I continue to beg and pray healing scriptures over Daddy. The day before yesterday, I thought I needed to fast. Then I was convicted. It was like to Lord telling me He didn't need my help as if I was going to add on to or enhance what He is already doing. So I didn't fast. I went ahead and fixed me a nice big bowl of Ms. Jackson's (Pico's' grandma) spaghetti, and called it a day.
Later that night, I was sitting around watching God TV and this praise and worship leader in Canada was speaking. He was telling the story of his 2 year-old son who wanted to help him tighten his keyboard racks. He said his son came running in the room with his toy tools eager to help his father. Of course he was not really helping him, but he thought it was cute that his son wanted to try and help him. He then said later God told him, "You know that you don't really help Me, don't you? But I like that you want to help Me." Lol! Wow! Now, that was the revelation of all revelations. Hahaha! Right on time God, as always.
So I have established that I have not, am not and will not help God in healing daddy. It's not possible to help God. Daddy's healing and recovery is already done. I will continue to praise Him and give thanksgiving for what He has done, is doing and will do. I ask that you do the same. Also please pray for our strength as a family during this time. The running back for forth having to see daddy in this condition is very, very difficult. It is wearing on our emotions and exhausting us mentally, which leads to physical exhaustion and discouragement. Thank you.
I still have to update you all on everything that has transpired up to this point. The dream(s) I have had that led up to daddy ending up in the hospital ER in the first place. I will try my best to blog within the next couple of days. We have such little time to do hardly anything anymore.
Okay, so I better get dressed. Today is my day to help out at daddy's office.
Love you all!
--June
Daddy developed a septic (blood) infection and he has a clot in his right arm that ranges from his shoulder to his elbow.
Now. Sigh. Well, we know that God's word is true and everything is not as it appears to be. But I questioned the Lord last night. I know what God has said. I know what He has promised. I know it will be be as He has spoken. But Lord, during our prayer time...what exactly do we pray? What do I pray? To continue to ask you for daddy's healing is pointless, if you have already spoken. Furthermore, You asked my family, "Why do you doubt what I have told you?" and "I will fight Satan myself." All of this I understand, but Lord, we are so worn out and you said you would not put more on us then we can bear. But Lord, this is becoming quite unbearable.
No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.And does this scripture have anything to do with what we are going through anyway? Is this only applicable to temptation? What? Answers, answers...I need answers.
1 Corinthians 10:13 (New International Version)
Do I spend time in prayer just thanking you for what you have promised and consider it done? Or do I continue to beg and pray healing scriptures over Daddy. The day before yesterday, I thought I needed to fast. Then I was convicted. It was like to Lord telling me He didn't need my help as if I was going to add on to or enhance what He is already doing. So I didn't fast. I went ahead and fixed me a nice big bowl of Ms. Jackson's (Pico's' grandma) spaghetti, and called it a day.
Later that night, I was sitting around watching God TV and this praise and worship leader in Canada was speaking. He was telling the story of his 2 year-old son who wanted to help him tighten his keyboard racks. He said his son came running in the room with his toy tools eager to help his father. Of course he was not really helping him, but he thought it was cute that his son wanted to try and help him. He then said later God told him, "You know that you don't really help Me, don't you? But I like that you want to help Me." Lol! Wow! Now, that was the revelation of all revelations. Hahaha! Right on time God, as always.
So I have established that I have not, am not and will not help God in healing daddy. It's not possible to help God. Daddy's healing and recovery is already done. I will continue to praise Him and give thanksgiving for what He has done, is doing and will do. I ask that you do the same. Also please pray for our strength as a family during this time. The running back for forth having to see daddy in this condition is very, very difficult. It is wearing on our emotions and exhausting us mentally, which leads to physical exhaustion and discouragement. Thank you.
I still have to update you all on everything that has transpired up to this point. The dream(s) I have had that led up to daddy ending up in the hospital ER in the first place. I will try my best to blog within the next couple of days. We have such little time to do hardly anything anymore.
Okay, so I better get dressed. Today is my day to help out at daddy's office.
Love you all!
--June
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
So sorry...internet issues at home
I remember the Saturday before Father's Day, my mom and I visited Daddy. As a family, we were debating if we should or should not acknowledge Father's Day the next day in front of him. We decided not to because we didn't want to upset him further. We figured he was not aware of what day it was anyway. Well, we were wrong. As we arrived to the hospital and stepped off the elevator, we heard two male nurses in his room wishing him a Happy Father's Day on tomorrow. Ugh! Change of plans. Lol! One nurse mentioned he only had three daughters and just one granddaughter. I remember daddy looking over at him and saying something we could not make out. But the look was, "I hear ya, man!" Hahaha! Poor daddy, he's lived in a house full of women for at least 50 years.
I also think that was the day he asked me, "How was life?" when I walked in the room. I looked at him and started laughing. I responded, "Mine is great, Daddy! And I am glad to see you. How is yours?" He replied, "I'm good (or) great." I just thought that whole conversation was funny, because he is the one confined to a hospital bed. :-| Lol!
Later that evening, I prayed over him and he prayed too. Then I sung, God is an Awesome God to him. He smiled while I sang and said, "Yes." I guess he could testify to that song first hand. He eventually dozed off talking in his sleep.
On Father's Day, we sat with him a couple of hours. My mom and I arrived and Nicolas (my nephew) was already there. Pico (Nick) had already been there an hour or so just sitting with his Grandpa. When we walked in and wished him a Happy Father's Day. He was sort of sleep. But the first thing he said was, "Nick was here!" I told him that Nick was still there and had not left. He had a confused look on his face. I told him, "Pico has been here just sitting with you. You can't see him from the bed." Pico got up and said, "I'm still here Grandpa." He walked over to daddy's bed and held his hand. Daddy looked up at Nick and smiled. He was so happy to have his grandson there. You could tell that daddy was very proud. We prayed together, and again, daddy prayed too. We couldn't make out all of what he was saying, but we knew that he was praying over us as well. We stayed a little while until he dozed off to sleep.
On Monday, the 21st, I was finally able to attend church again and it felt good. I had not been able to go since all of this had happened. Our schedules have been so chaotic with running my daddy's business, our individual businesses, household responsibilities, checking in on daddy, hospital visits, and just our own personal lives, etc. It seems as if there are not enough hours in the day. Rather, it felt that way before, but NOW, it REALLY is like that. Now that daddy is back in SF, maybe, just maybe things will calm down a bit.
There is still more that I need to update on the blog, but I am tired. My first client is at 7:30 this morning. I better get a little more rest before getting ready for work. Whew! I'm sleepy, but praise Jesus, I have a job! Amen? You have to learn to appreciate even the small things. Lol! Thank you, Lord.
I will try to update last weeks events later today. Our internet at home is down or acting up--something Marna tried to explain to me. Shrugging shoulders. All I know is...Hallelujah for AT&T's 3G wireless cards! :-o
--June
I also think that was the day he asked me, "How was life?" when I walked in the room. I looked at him and started laughing. I responded, "Mine is great, Daddy! And I am glad to see you. How is yours?" He replied, "I'm good (or) great." I just thought that whole conversation was funny, because he is the one confined to a hospital bed. :-| Lol!
Later that evening, I prayed over him and he prayed too. Then I sung, God is an Awesome God to him. He smiled while I sang and said, "Yes." I guess he could testify to that song first hand. He eventually dozed off talking in his sleep.
On Father's Day, we sat with him a couple of hours. My mom and I arrived and Nicolas (my nephew) was already there. Pico (Nick) had already been there an hour or so just sitting with his Grandpa. When we walked in and wished him a Happy Father's Day. He was sort of sleep. But the first thing he said was, "Nick was here!" I told him that Nick was still there and had not left. He had a confused look on his face. I told him, "Pico has been here just sitting with you. You can't see him from the bed." Pico got up and said, "I'm still here Grandpa." He walked over to daddy's bed and held his hand. Daddy looked up at Nick and smiled. He was so happy to have his grandson there. You could tell that daddy was very proud. We prayed together, and again, daddy prayed too. We couldn't make out all of what he was saying, but we knew that he was praying over us as well. We stayed a little while until he dozed off to sleep.
On Monday, the 21st, I was finally able to attend church again and it felt good. I had not been able to go since all of this had happened. Our schedules have been so chaotic with running my daddy's business, our individual businesses, household responsibilities, checking in on daddy, hospital visits, and just our own personal lives, etc. It seems as if there are not enough hours in the day. Rather, it felt that way before, but NOW, it REALLY is like that. Now that daddy is back in SF, maybe, just maybe things will calm down a bit.
There is still more that I need to update on the blog, but I am tired. My first client is at 7:30 this morning. I better get a little more rest before getting ready for work. Whew! I'm sleepy, but praise Jesus, I have a job! Amen? You have to learn to appreciate even the small things. Lol! Thank you, Lord.
I will try to update last weeks events later today. Our internet at home is down or acting up--something Marna tried to explain to me. Shrugging shoulders. All I know is...Hallelujah for AT&T's 3G wireless cards! :-o
--June
Monday, June 28, 2010
We've been very busy...
Hello all! This past week has been very busy for us. I will try to update everything that has transpired within the past week on tonight.
For starters, Daddy was transferred to a long-term rehab located in San Francisco. Hallelujah! The trek back and forth to San Leandro was a bit much, but we did it with love and patience. We would have continued it need be because that is what Daddy would have done for any of us. :-)
The new facility is really nice and located in downtown SF. Daddy really enjoyed being downtown, in the heart of the city working and running errands. He knows the city streets like the back of his hand. Lol! I hope the location gives him a sense of familiarity.
Until tonight's updates,
--June
For starters, Daddy was transferred to a long-term rehab located in San Francisco. Hallelujah! The trek back and forth to San Leandro was a bit much, but we did it with love and patience. We would have continued it need be because that is what Daddy would have done for any of us. :-)
The new facility is really nice and located in downtown SF. Daddy really enjoyed being downtown, in the heart of the city working and running errands. He knows the city streets like the back of his hand. Lol! I hope the location gives him a sense of familiarity.
Until tonight's updates,
--June
Monday, June 21, 2010
WOW!
Okay, so no i don't spell check or reread my posts.... LOL sorry i am tired by the time i post. LIKE NOW!
So i went to church today to spend Father's Day with the Lord who was my father first! This is first year i really recognized this and I thank God for that! For really showing me the truth.
I got home from church and went pretty much right back out and to the hospital. I got there and my dad was probably praying but he was talking out loud when I came in and I said, "Hi Daddy, Happy Father's Day!" and i gave him a kiss on his forehead.
He told me he wanted breakfast! (LOL-- don't i know it!) i told him he can't eat yet, and that when he finally can eat and when he comes home we're gonna have to change our eating habits... we are going to have to eat more healthily (is that a word?). He looked at me with this face, like i don't like these changes you are speaking of...
I played messages from my oldest sister and my daughter and he closed his eyes and smiled. :) I read my card and he asked me when was he getting out of here. I said, "Daddy, i dunno. You have to do physical therapy and you have to get strong and maybe get the strength to walk. I dunno when you are getting out."
He also said he knows his children, but he says it hurts him because he doesn't have all his memories like he should. I said, "oh daddy your memory is coming back. Your memory will come back.You have to be patient. We all have to be patient."
We sat for a little bit and he would pray alittle bit and fall asleep then wake back up, and repeat it. But then he said, "You know the angels are larger than life itself."
"What angels? Did you see angels?"
"Yep."
"When? When you were gone?"
"Yep. They took me and we went UP."
"Daddy, you were flying?"
"Yep."
I couldn't believe what he was telling me! "What else happened? Did you go to heaven and see God?!"
"Yep."
"Did He talk to you and give you some instructions?"
"Yep."
"Well, what did He say?"
"He told me He loved me very much [then i couldn't make out what my dad was saying] a Christian weapon.."
"Did he say you had to come back."
"Yes He did."
"Daddy, did you see anyone else?"
"Yep."
"Who?"
"Daniel"
"Daniel? From the Bible Daniel."
"Yep."
"And you two were talking?"
"Yes."
"Well what did you talk about?"
[I couldn't make out what he was saying.] He starts going in and out of sleep again
Well, I know for some of you you may think that i was trying coax specific answers out of him, but I was not I wanted to make sure he and I were on the same page. My dad is not some delusional man, he deals with facts. Many of you who know my dad know he wouldn't even bother with making some thing like this up.. what a waste that would be especially this far in the game. The truth is... this is the beginning of him telling us what happened from his perspective. And even this little bit so far is AMAZING!
On one last note, on Thursday or Friday I spoke to Kaye, she soooo encouraged me and my mom (and our family. She said the Lord gave her to tell us about Isaiah 40:41 (really that whole chapter) It was an amazing scripture and we wholeheartedly receive what she is showing us.
Thank you, Lord Jesus for being my daddy first, and for returning my earthly father to us.
So i went to church today to spend Father's Day with the Lord who was my father first! This is first year i really recognized this and I thank God for that! For really showing me the truth.
I got home from church and went pretty much right back out and to the hospital. I got there and my dad was probably praying but he was talking out loud when I came in and I said, "Hi Daddy, Happy Father's Day!" and i gave him a kiss on his forehead.
He told me he wanted breakfast! (LOL-- don't i know it!) i told him he can't eat yet, and that when he finally can eat and when he comes home we're gonna have to change our eating habits... we are going to have to eat more healthily (is that a word?). He looked at me with this face, like i don't like these changes you are speaking of...
I played messages from my oldest sister and my daughter and he closed his eyes and smiled. :) I read my card and he asked me when was he getting out of here. I said, "Daddy, i dunno. You have to do physical therapy and you have to get strong and maybe get the strength to walk. I dunno when you are getting out."
He also said he knows his children, but he says it hurts him because he doesn't have all his memories like he should. I said, "oh daddy your memory is coming back. Your memory will come back.You have to be patient. We all have to be patient."
We sat for a little bit and he would pray alittle bit and fall asleep then wake back up, and repeat it. But then he said, "You know the angels are larger than life itself."
"What angels? Did you see angels?"
"Yep."
"When? When you were gone?"
"Yep. They took me and we went UP."
"Daddy, you were flying?"
"Yep."
I couldn't believe what he was telling me! "What else happened? Did you go to heaven and see God?!"
"Yep."
"Did He talk to you and give you some instructions?"
"Yep."
"Well, what did He say?"
"He told me He loved me very much [then i couldn't make out what my dad was saying] a Christian weapon.."
"Did he say you had to come back."
"Yes He did."
"Daddy, did you see anyone else?"
"Yep."
"Who?"
"Daniel"
"Daniel? From the Bible Daniel."
"Yep."
"And you two were talking?"
"Yes."
"Well what did you talk about?"
[I couldn't make out what he was saying.] He starts going in and out of sleep again
Well, I know for some of you you may think that i was trying coax specific answers out of him, but I was not I wanted to make sure he and I were on the same page. My dad is not some delusional man, he deals with facts. Many of you who know my dad know he wouldn't even bother with making some thing like this up.. what a waste that would be especially this far in the game. The truth is... this is the beginning of him telling us what happened from his perspective. And even this little bit so far is AMAZING!
On one last note, on Thursday or Friday I spoke to Kaye, she soooo encouraged me and my mom (and our family. She said the Lord gave her to tell us about Isaiah 40:41 (really that whole chapter) It was an amazing scripture and we wholeheartedly receive what she is showing us.
Thank you, Lord Jesus for being my daddy first, and for returning my earthly father to us.
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Happy Father's Day, Daddy!
When a shooting star falls
All the world looks in awe
It seems so amazing
but falling stars don't shine
They have no place in the sky
We forget about the ones still hanging
Falling is easy
Standing takes strength
You have remained my star
And I want to thank you for staying
And not leaving for
Never taking the easy way out
For loving and always showing me
What being a father is all about
I see you everywhere
You're the old man in a chair
Sharing his wisdom
You're the coach and the teacher
You're the hero and leader
Forever we'll applaud who you are
And what you've done
Falling is easy but
Standing takes strength
You have remained my star
And I want to thank you for staying
And not leaving for
Never taking the easy way out
For loving and always showing me
What being a father is all about
And you never left me though you could
And just like a Gibraltar, you have stood
I'm who I am today
Because you stayed forever
You have remained my star
And I want to thank you
I want to thank you
Thank you for never leaving me
For loving and always showing me
What being a father is all about
For loving me
Always showing me
What being a father is all about
What a father is all about
What a father is all about
All the world looks in awe
It seems so amazing
but falling stars don't shine
They have no place in the sky
We forget about the ones still hanging
Falling is easy
Standing takes strength
You have remained my star
And I want to thank you for staying
And not leaving for
Never taking the easy way out
For loving and always showing me
What being a father is all about
I see you everywhere
You're the old man in a chair
Sharing his wisdom
You're the coach and the teacher
You're the hero and leader
Forever we'll applaud who you are
And what you've done
Falling is easy but
Standing takes strength
You have remained my star
And I want to thank you for staying
And not leaving for
Never taking the easy way out
For loving and always showing me
What being a father is all about
And you never left me though you could
And just like a Gibraltar, you have stood
I'm who I am today
Because you stayed forever
You have remained my star
And I want to thank you
I want to thank you
Thank you for never leaving me
For loving and always showing me
What being a father is all about
For loving me
Always showing me
What being a father is all about
What a father is all about
What a father is all about
Da'Dra Crawford-Greathouse
Written by Kim Rutherford, Israel Houghton and Arron Lindsey
Written by Kim Rutherford, Israel Houghton and Arron Lindsey
HE-Motions by T.D.Jakes (2004)
I Love You Daddy,
--June (your #2 Brat)
Friday, June 18, 2010
Well...
So today I went with my mom to see my dad. To be honest he looked a bit disoriented today, a lot of blank stares and staring off into nothing. He was talking but he sounds kind of like a small child when they are learning to talk you can make out some words but you can't always complete the sentence or thought. So that's kind of what its like right now. Anyway, the last few visits he has been asking us to read scriptures to him, and one time he was talking about something being "bright" and then something about him "dying" and a "light" i can hardly wait to hear what he has to say when he's finally able to really speak well.
My cousin came by to see my dad today while we were there. He sat down and i told my dad that it was his nephew coming to see him. He started talking and my cousin (his nephew) was able to understand him, and he even became easier to understand during his visit, he was dozing off and on and in and out of sleep. My cousin told me what they were talking about. He (my cousin) said my dad was saying that [my dad] didn't like people seeing him with the wires and in the hospital like this, and that he wanted to go home. He also said he has a lot of things he wants to say but they aren't coming out his mouth right, but he said there was a lot on his mind. He said he will do his physical therapy because he wants to go home. That was good that was the most we've gotten to understand fully from him in a long time. My dad fell asleep for a long time and my cousin left... when my dad woke up he said, "what happened to the guy i was talking to?" I said, "daddy you fell asleep for a while and he finally left." My dad just looked around like hmmmm ok.
I decided ask him, "do you know who I am?" He said "no." **Sigh** it was a little sad. and i remember the nurse telling us that some days he may remember and some days not, and that overall it's going to take some time for his memory to come back to him fully, and we have to be patient. And I am... It was just sad he had no recollection of me (as of now) but he will soon enough.
My cousin came by to see my dad today while we were there. He sat down and i told my dad that it was his nephew coming to see him. He started talking and my cousin (his nephew) was able to understand him, and he even became easier to understand during his visit, he was dozing off and on and in and out of sleep. My cousin told me what they were talking about. He (my cousin) said my dad was saying that [my dad] didn't like people seeing him with the wires and in the hospital like this, and that he wanted to go home. He also said he has a lot of things he wants to say but they aren't coming out his mouth right, but he said there was a lot on his mind. He said he will do his physical therapy because he wants to go home. That was good that was the most we've gotten to understand fully from him in a long time. My dad fell asleep for a long time and my cousin left... when my dad woke up he said, "what happened to the guy i was talking to?" I said, "daddy you fell asleep for a while and he finally left." My dad just looked around like hmmmm ok.
I decided ask him, "do you know who I am?" He said "no." **Sigh** it was a little sad. and i remember the nurse telling us that some days he may remember and some days not, and that overall it's going to take some time for his memory to come back to him fully, and we have to be patient. And I am... It was just sad he had no recollection of me (as of now) but he will soon enough.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Text Message from Marna
Marna Armstead (10:49 pm): Please join me in a prayer for my dad. Please pray exodus 4:11-12 for my dads speech. He's speaking but having a hard time he's very sad and frustrated.
I choose to trust you with this process My Lord and My God,
June
The LORD said to him, "Who gave man his mouth? Who makes him deaf or mute? Who gives him sight or makes him blind? Is it not I, the LORD ? Now go; I will help you speak and will teach you what to say."Exodus 4:11-12 (New International Version)
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My mom and I visited my daddy this evening. He was really talking alot tonight, but I couldn't understand or make out what he was saying. After asking him to repeat everything over and over again or to slow down, he got very frustrated and yes....he began to cry. Sigh. Ugh! We have NEVER witnessed my daddy cry before, ever. So this was very disturbing. I began to stroke his head and tell him it is okay and to be patient with the process. It was an entire 15 minute pep talk of what God has told us and how we would never give up on him, so he could not give up. I told him that God promised that he would talk and walk again even better than he had before! To this, he looked at me. I even told him that he has been a good daddy and has supported us, been there for us, and has done EVERYTHING for us! Should he really expect any less from us?? We have been to the hospital everyday to see about him, advocate for him when he couldn't for himself, look at him, stroke his head, hold his hands and talk with him, even if we don't understand all that he is saying. He is still here and he is STILL our Daddy! God gave him back to us! Ooooh he tried so hard to hold the tears back. This experience makes me realize just how vulnerable we all are, even your daddy. I asked him would he be patient, like we are being patient going through this entire process with him and he told me okay. I even reminded him that he just started talking a week ago and he had not spoken in over a month. He was in a comma for an entire week and this is going to take whatever time necessary. I know that he is frustrated and we are too because we see how frustrated he is, but DON'T give up. He would never allow us to give up or tell him what we "can't" do. It (that word can't) was not allowed in our household. I asked him does he believe what God has spoken to us about him? He gave me a weak, "Yup." That was good enough. He allowed me to pray over him, and to just thank God for his life and to ask God to give us more patience and remove all of our frustrations while we trust Him for what He has said He will do. And He WILL DO IT!!! I told Daddy that we love him and we want him home, just as bad as he wants to be home, but we will trust God for His timing. That is what Daddy would tell me, so I in turn told him the same thing.
Yes, this is all very hurtful and I cry too at night. But I see God moving and doing something very special with our family and I am anxiously awaiting the wonderful results!
But as it is written: “ Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, nor have entered into the heart of man the things which God has prepared for those who love Him.”1 Corinthians 2:6-9 (New King James Version)
I choose to trust you with this process My Lord and My God,
June
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
The Best Gift EVER!
You know, each year I reach a birthday, I am just thankful to see another year. Today, I turned 38 years old and I worked at the salon on some paperwork, then later worked at my dad's office to help out there.
I told my friends, family, sisters, nephew, niece and mom, "Today is my birthday and I am happy...because my Daddy is alive. That is the best gift ever." :-)
Lord, thank you for your mercies. I love you.
--June
p.s.
My mom and I will head out in about an hour to visit my Daddy.
I told my friends, family, sisters, nephew, niece and mom, "Today is my birthday and I am happy...because my Daddy is alive. That is the best gift ever." :-)
Lord, thank you for your mercies. I love you.
--June
p.s.
My mom and I will head out in about an hour to visit my Daddy.
Monday, June 14, 2010
Oh, yeah...I almost forgot:
Wow! The most important thing that I forgot to mention in the previous post my daddy said:
My mom mentioned to him that his Aunt Eula said, she loves him and his praying for him. He in return said, "Tell them don't worry about me. (something--something)" and later told us, "I know the Lord."
My mom mentioned to him that his Aunt Eula said, she loves him and his praying for him. He in return said, "Tell them don't worry about me. (something--something)" and later told us, "I know the Lord."
Talking, Talking and More Talking
I guess after not being able to speak for an entire month, you would have plenty to say when you finally can. Oh Boy! Did James Armstead talk yesterday!
Granted, you can't really make out a lot of what he is saying, but he knows exactly what he is saying. Lol!
Well, these are some of the things he was trying to convey to the nurse, my mom and I:
1) Something about "0100 and 0300". Now he continued to try to get his point across, so he kept saying it over and over. I didn't realize what he was referring to until my mom wrote down the numbers. She thought he was at first trying to tell us a zip code. Nope that wasn't it. Then he said, "two hours". Okaaaaaaaaaaaaay? So it dawned on me that he was giving us a time span: 1:00-3:00 is two hours, but two hours for what? To be honest, I then thought he was just randomly saying things or expressing abstract thoughts. Which would have been okay, you know, we were just happy he was trying to say anything at all even if it didn't make a lick of sense. Hahaha! I later realized he was talking about the eye drops someone put in his eyes, something about the doctor, something about two hours, and made it very clear he doesn't want any more eye drops because he has a reaction or allergy to it. This I was able to make out.
2) He does not like the teeth brushing thing they do in the hospital. The solution does not taste good. To this he would close his mouth tight, shake his head back and forth (the "no-no" thing he does) real fast, then say, "I don't like it!" Sigh. The poor nurse would just coax, "Mr. James, open your mouth. Or just stick out your tongue, Mr. James. Will you let me at least clean your tongue, Mr. James?" He would not cooperate and continued to tell us what he didn't like. I told my mom that he sounds like some inebriated, swollen tongue, old man telling everybody what he don't like and what he ain't gonna do! Geez! I couldn't believe how stubborn he was being. Oh my gosh! Unbelievable. The nurse was sort of laughing. She told my mom that she has to do this a couple of times a day because of the fungus that grows in the esophagus because of him being on the respirator and ventilator as long as he had been. I then told him, that Nuk asked him to please cooperate with doctors and nurses so he can get better faster and come home. To that, he got silent and the nurse immediately asked me who Nuk was? She noticed his reaction when I mentioned her name. My mom then told the nurse that she would try to brush his teeth, because she had enough of this! Maybe he would cooperate with her--and he did. Lol! The nurse laughed and asked how long had they been married? I told them 50 years come February and then she really started laughing.
3) My mom showed the nurse a photo of our family and a picture of Nuk. My dad then blurted out to the nurse, "That's my baby (something--something) 9-years old (something--something) grandson, Nick (something--something)." Hahahaha! We shared with the nurse all that had happened throughout the last month with him. She was amazed and said that she was referring him to rehab tomorrow. She said with him going through all that he had, he was still fighting her about his teeth and tongue brushing, could tell her about his grandchildren, told me no more eye drops, and figured out a way to spit (at a distance) phlegm from his lungs while laying flat on his back (I know, gross huh?), and with him talking up a storm, that he was definitely READY for rehab!
4) He even tried to tell my mom what he wanted her to read from the bible. Something about someone's wife, although he did say something about Abraham. But when I asked him about Sarah, he told me no. So I started listing each book of the bible until he told me which one. He stopped me at Samuel, but was not able to tell me 1 Samuel or 2 Samuel. So my mom just started to read the beginning of 1 Samuel about Hannah. He dozed off to sleep while she read to him. But he would wake up periodically and say something we couldn't understand and doze back off.
My mom and I laughed and said, when he is really able to communicate, those doctors and nurses are going have their hands full. He is going to give them a run for their money, that's for sure! They haven't experienced him full and in effect yet. Lol!
--June
Granted, you can't really make out a lot of what he is saying, but he knows exactly what he is saying. Lol!
Well, these are some of the things he was trying to convey to the nurse, my mom and I:
1) Something about "0100 and 0300". Now he continued to try to get his point across, so he kept saying it over and over. I didn't realize what he was referring to until my mom wrote down the numbers. She thought he was at first trying to tell us a zip code. Nope that wasn't it. Then he said, "two hours". Okaaaaaaaaaaaaay? So it dawned on me that he was giving us a time span: 1:00-3:00 is two hours, but two hours for what? To be honest, I then thought he was just randomly saying things or expressing abstract thoughts. Which would have been okay, you know, we were just happy he was trying to say anything at all even if it didn't make a lick of sense. Hahaha! I later realized he was talking about the eye drops someone put in his eyes, something about the doctor, something about two hours, and made it very clear he doesn't want any more eye drops because he has a reaction or allergy to it. This I was able to make out.
2) He does not like the teeth brushing thing they do in the hospital. The solution does not taste good. To this he would close his mouth tight, shake his head back and forth (the "no-no" thing he does) real fast, then say, "I don't like it!" Sigh. The poor nurse would just coax, "Mr. James, open your mouth. Or just stick out your tongue, Mr. James. Will you let me at least clean your tongue, Mr. James?" He would not cooperate and continued to tell us what he didn't like. I told my mom that he sounds like some inebriated, swollen tongue, old man telling everybody what he don't like and what he ain't gonna do! Geez! I couldn't believe how stubborn he was being. Oh my gosh! Unbelievable. The nurse was sort of laughing. She told my mom that she has to do this a couple of times a day because of the fungus that grows in the esophagus because of him being on the respirator and ventilator as long as he had been. I then told him, that Nuk asked him to please cooperate with doctors and nurses so he can get better faster and come home. To that, he got silent and the nurse immediately asked me who Nuk was? She noticed his reaction when I mentioned her name. My mom then told the nurse that she would try to brush his teeth, because she had enough of this! Maybe he would cooperate with her--and he did. Lol! The nurse laughed and asked how long had they been married? I told them 50 years come February and then she really started laughing.
3) My mom showed the nurse a photo of our family and a picture of Nuk. My dad then blurted out to the nurse, "That's my baby (something--something) 9-years old (something--something) grandson, Nick (something--something)." Hahahaha! We shared with the nurse all that had happened throughout the last month with him. She was amazed and said that she was referring him to rehab tomorrow. She said with him going through all that he had, he was still fighting her about his teeth and tongue brushing, could tell her about his grandchildren, told me no more eye drops, and figured out a way to spit (at a distance) phlegm from his lungs while laying flat on his back (I know, gross huh?), and with him talking up a storm, that he was definitely READY for rehab!
4) He even tried to tell my mom what he wanted her to read from the bible. Something about someone's wife, although he did say something about Abraham. But when I asked him about Sarah, he told me no. So I started listing each book of the bible until he told me which one. He stopped me at Samuel, but was not able to tell me 1 Samuel or 2 Samuel. So my mom just started to read the beginning of 1 Samuel about Hannah. He dozed off to sleep while she read to him. But he would wake up periodically and say something we couldn't understand and doze back off.
My mom and I laughed and said, when he is really able to communicate, those doctors and nurses are going have their hands full. He is going to give them a run for their money, that's for sure! They haven't experienced him full and in effect yet. Lol!
--June
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Spiritual Warfare & More Miracles
So yesterday me, June, my aunt Pam and my mom went out to the hospital to see my dad and pray. My Pastor who is also my uncle (and my aunt Pam's husband) met us out there becasue he was already in Oakland. We were smiling and having a good visit, and got ready to pray. My uncle was praying very hard and earnestly for my dad and just said "amen" and smiled at my dad and told him that [my dad] was going to be alright! No sooner did he say it, then he just collapsed like the life went out off him. We all looked soo shicked we couldn't beleive it. My uncles eyes were eopen and he was slumped over beteween me and my aunt. We immediately started praying and he semed to come to, but was very out of tti cold clammy and weak... we got him over to a chair and called the nurses and docotrs and they rushed rght in and started assessing and helping him. He then started having what looked to be a seizure and then stopped.... all i could think (while praying) was No Lord, No! We cannot will not go through this again. Not again! Since we were at acute care facitlity and not a full fledged hospital, the paramedics were called adn took him to Kaiser. There me and my aunt and my pastor sat and talked and laughed and joked. Things were better, he felt fine all his tests came back normal. The Bible says we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but spiritual wickedness in high places. That means that when you go to do a spiritual thing expect spirutal things to take place... sometime tey manifest in the physical though. I believe the spiritual thing that took place was the loosening of the spirit of sickness from my dad and that spirit (some people like to call it "energy" but it's more than that... its a real being) attempted to attack and take hold of my uncle. But my uncle having just prayed, was only suseptible to a "shadow" or slight form of it becasue it could not take hold or manifest in a pure spirit. Iam i taking you too deep? Sorry.... spiritual warfare is no joke.... have you ever hung around a very happy or very sad/depressed person... you know how they say their energy can "rub off" onto you? Well that is a real and true principle.... but like I said before... it's not mere "energy" it s a spiritual force.
Well we had enough excitemnt for one night... The humorous part in hindsight was... I wish you could have seen my dad's face the whole time this was going on. He had this expression on his face like what the "heck" is going on? LOL... like i'm the sick one... you can to see me.... what's he doing falling out like this...all across my legs to say the least?! Yesterday was a crazy day. I've had enough excitement on that level to last me the rest of my life..... Thank you.
BUT TODAY!
Today my mom put a call in to speak to my dad's new doctor at the new facility. We were both at work and I was workign on the computer when the doctor called back. My back was turned to my mom but I could hear the conversation. She went through our usual explanantion to the doctor about how we are expecting a complete recovery and etc etc. So I'm still listening to her talk when she says... "HE DID?" Are you sue you have the right person... James Amrstead?" By now, I've stopped everything I was doing and turned around to watch my mom. Becaue I'm like 'what happened?' She said "Really? What did he say?!" I'm like 'what?' She's talking... and I'm trying to figure it all out. Then she says to me... He's talking! Jim's talking!" I was stunned.... Not that I didn't believe it, but it just happened SO suddenly! Well AMEN! SO the doctors said now when they considere his plan of action, they can be evn more aggressive then they thought! Great! My daddy is talking! Amazing! My sister took my mom up there, and they said he told my mom, "I love you." **tears of joy** I joked that my dad probably thought I better show some prgoress,.. casue I'm not having folks come up and passing out on me... They can just stay home if they're gonna be doing all of that (which would be somehting he'd think or say) All I can say is God is good!
Well we had enough excitemnt for one night... The humorous part in hindsight was... I wish you could have seen my dad's face the whole time this was going on. He had this expression on his face like what the "heck" is going on? LOL... like i'm the sick one... you can to see me.... what's he doing falling out like this...all across my legs to say the least?! Yesterday was a crazy day. I've had enough excitement on that level to last me the rest of my life..... Thank you.
BUT TODAY!
Today my mom put a call in to speak to my dad's new doctor at the new facility. We were both at work and I was workign on the computer when the doctor called back. My back was turned to my mom but I could hear the conversation. She went through our usual explanantion to the doctor about how we are expecting a complete recovery and etc etc. So I'm still listening to her talk when she says... "HE DID?" Are you sue you have the right person... James Amrstead?" By now, I've stopped everything I was doing and turned around to watch my mom. Becaue I'm like 'what happened?' She said "Really? What did he say?!" I'm like 'what?' She's talking... and I'm trying to figure it all out. Then she says to me... He's talking! Jim's talking!" I was stunned.... Not that I didn't believe it, but it just happened SO suddenly! Well AMEN! SO the doctors said now when they considere his plan of action, they can be evn more aggressive then they thought! Great! My daddy is talking! Amazing! My sister took my mom up there, and they said he told my mom, "I love you." **tears of joy** I joked that my dad probably thought I better show some prgoress,.. casue I'm not having folks come up and passing out on me... They can just stay home if they're gonna be doing all of that (which would be somehting he'd think or say) All I can say is God is good!
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Can you say...Post-Traumatic Stress? Good Grief!
Nooooo, not really. Hahaha! But sometimes, I sure feel that way. Last week, I spent most of my time fussing with Nick and Nuk about running down the staircase at alarming speeds. Every time I hear that sound, I have flash backs of my niece running frantically down the staircase to my studio yelling that Grandpa was not breathing. Ooooh! My heart jumps each time. I can hear and feel every beat and it frightens me so bad. I can't stand it! Lol! So I made my household announcement that nobody do that anymore from here on out--don't run down the staircase. Don't run down the staircase especially, screaming. As a matter of fact, don't scream. Don't jump, don't bump, don't drop nothing, don't walk, don't talk, don't speak, don't sleep too sound, don't eat too fast, don't eat too slow, etc. As a matter of fact, do you have to eat? Hahaha! As you can see, I was on a rampage. My nephew just looked at me crazy as if to say his auntie has snapped!
Yeah, Marna and I were joking one day while sitting in my dad's room waiting for him to wake up. I said, "Girl, you think we gone need counseling after this mess?" We both just started to chuckle and shake our heads saying, "Daddy dun' messed our heads up. Geez! Girl, we jus' messed up fo'eva now!" Lol! (Pardon the grammar, but this is what we call "home-talk.")
So, do I really need counseling? How knows? But I will take it to Jesus first. :-))
Anyway, I just need to rest and calm myself down. That is all. We have all been through a lot, but life moves forward and so will we.
Yesterday, my Daddy was transferred to a rehabilitation facility in San Leandro. It was somewhat emotional for me. Granted, I am glad Seton determined that he is ready and stable for the next phase, graduating from CCU. But it was strange because this is unfamiliar territory. For the last month, (tomorrow being 30 days) we have visited him daily and got comfortable with the location, the staff, the other visiting families, and all. They were familiar with us and my dad. Now, being at a new facility just feels, "raw." That is the only word I can think of that describes how everything feels.
The facility seems nice, I just have to get accustomed to it, as well as the distance we must drive to visit Daddy. We arrived yesterday, during the shift change. My Daddy arrived probably an hour or so before. So James Armstead was just a newly transferred patient who was recently wheeled into one of their cold, once vacant rooms. Sigh. The nurses and doctor working last night asked us more about his previous care for feedback. They had not had a chance to read any of the his paperwork yet. Everything was just new and different, that is all.
Marna, my mom and I prayed over him before departing but it was hard. Again, during our prayer time, God told us some wonderful things to look forward to concerning my dad's recovery. What he spoke was very encouraging and uplifting. It definitely, made me feel better about leaving Daddy on that side of the bridge. We left with tears in our eyes, but they were tears of joy knowing that we as a family can totally depend and trust God to do ALL that He promised and showed us He would do. I don't think I have ever had this type or level of trust in the Lord before. I have been a born-again Christian (Lol! the fa'real type of life-altering, living saved, over-coming life, born-again...not just attending church on a regular basis, having a front for all to see, but still doin' yo stuff on the unda', suppose to be born-again) for about 19 years. My before years just going to church, don't count. I didn't know what it all meant anyway. Well, now, I felt a need to clarify the differences. Hahahaha! Anyway, back to what I was saying: I trusted God with my tongue, but not really in my heart. I hope that makes sense. Hmmmm? I sung songs that said I trusted Him, and told Him I did, but I think it was more like, positive reinforcement or affirmations for myself. Laughing really hard now!
Yeah, you can say a lot of things that are not really resident in your heart. I just don't think I have ever been put in a position to a degree, where I HAD to really, totally, fully, completely trust God on the level I have had to trust Him with this situation with my Daddy. With this experience, there is no Go Left, Go Right, Climb Over, or Crawl Under. Baby, you have to GO STRAIGHT THROUGH this. There is no other way--this is the way. I praise God for using this to build my faith and trust in HIM!!
Okay, I have to get my shoes on. We are headed to San Leandro. For those who would like to visit him, please contact my mom (Opal) at their office to get the information and the location: 415.822.6225
Until next time,
June
Yeah, Marna and I were joking one day while sitting in my dad's room waiting for him to wake up. I said, "Girl, you think we gone need counseling after this mess?" We both just started to chuckle and shake our heads saying, "Daddy dun' messed our heads up. Geez! Girl, we jus' messed up fo'eva now!" Lol! (Pardon the grammar, but this is what we call "home-talk.")
So, do I really need counseling? How knows? But I will take it to Jesus first. :-))
Anyway, I just need to rest and calm myself down. That is all. We have all been through a lot, but life moves forward and so will we.
Yesterday, my Daddy was transferred to a rehabilitation facility in San Leandro. It was somewhat emotional for me. Granted, I am glad Seton determined that he is ready and stable for the next phase, graduating from CCU. But it was strange because this is unfamiliar territory. For the last month, (tomorrow being 30 days) we have visited him daily and got comfortable with the location, the staff, the other visiting families, and all. They were familiar with us and my dad. Now, being at a new facility just feels, "raw." That is the only word I can think of that describes how everything feels.
The facility seems nice, I just have to get accustomed to it, as well as the distance we must drive to visit Daddy. We arrived yesterday, during the shift change. My Daddy arrived probably an hour or so before. So James Armstead was just a newly transferred patient who was recently wheeled into one of their cold, once vacant rooms. Sigh. The nurses and doctor working last night asked us more about his previous care for feedback. They had not had a chance to read any of the his paperwork yet. Everything was just new and different, that is all.
Marna, my mom and I prayed over him before departing but it was hard. Again, during our prayer time, God told us some wonderful things to look forward to concerning my dad's recovery. What he spoke was very encouraging and uplifting. It definitely, made me feel better about leaving Daddy on that side of the bridge. We left with tears in our eyes, but they were tears of joy knowing that we as a family can totally depend and trust God to do ALL that He promised and showed us He would do. I don't think I have ever had this type or level of trust in the Lord before. I have been a born-again Christian (Lol! the fa'real type of life-altering, living saved, over-coming life, born-again...not just attending church on a regular basis, having a front for all to see, but still doin' yo stuff on the unda', suppose to be born-again) for about 19 years. My before years just going to church, don't count. I didn't know what it all meant anyway. Well, now, I felt a need to clarify the differences. Hahahaha! Anyway, back to what I was saying: I trusted God with my tongue, but not really in my heart. I hope that makes sense. Hmmmm? I sung songs that said I trusted Him, and told Him I did, but I think it was more like, positive reinforcement or affirmations for myself. Laughing really hard now!
Yeah, you can say a lot of things that are not really resident in your heart. I just don't think I have ever been put in a position to a degree, where I HAD to really, totally, fully, completely trust God on the level I have had to trust Him with this situation with my Daddy. With this experience, there is no Go Left, Go Right, Climb Over, or Crawl Under. Baby, you have to GO STRAIGHT THROUGH this. There is no other way--this is the way. I praise God for using this to build my faith and trust in HIM!!
Okay, I have to get my shoes on. We are headed to San Leandro. For those who would like to visit him, please contact my mom (Opal) at their office to get the information and the location: 415.822.6225
Until next time,
June
Monday, June 7, 2010
Quickie Update
I just wanted give you all a quick update of what has happened this weekend:
1) The day before yesterday, my mom and I visited my dad. I thought I heard him try to say, "Hi" when we walked in, but the sound escaped out through the trachea. The nurse wanted me to try and make him do it again, but of course, he wouldn't. :-| So we were sort of disappointed. We even tried to get him to mouthed something to us and he wouldn't.
Later my mom mentioned something about him one day saying our names. At that he nodded. Well, Amen! To that, my mom was all excited and teared up. It was sort of funny to me because knowing my dad's personality, I figured he is not going to allow himself to be in position where we are telling him what to do and when to do it. Lol! I can appreciate that. Hahaha! Because we are use to him "runnin' the show" if you know what I mean. It was quite hilarious because the James Armstead personality pops out each and every time and I am glad.
2) Yesterday, we visited and he slept most of the time. After about an hour of just sitting and talking and laughing among ourselves with his nurse, he woke up. It took him a while to respond. He was really sleepy. Sometimes I notice if they have him somewhat propped up he tries to look at his feet. He tries to see if he can move them, and he does.
When he was really awoke, we were talking about the nurses having 12-hour shifts and mentioned to him about his niece, Niki graduating from nursing school last week. He turned his head towards me and was really paying attention to what I was saying to him. As if to say, "Really, she did?" From his response, I realized he knew what we were taking about and who we were referring to. I then told him while he is just laying there, since he has nothing better to do during the day, try and lift his forearm repeatedly to exercise it. About 10 minutes minutes later he reached up with his right hand and scratched his mustache! BINGO!!! He did it so fast, we were stunned! Later he lifted his left hand and reached across his chest and flopped it back down. I think it takes him a lot of energy to do those simple movements we able-bodied people take for granted. Also, there may be some delayed reaction trying to process the movements in his head. But we have time and we are patient. I think he lifted another hand and tried to show my mom he could make a fist. It was a weak fist, but none the less, it was some sort of fist. It was something he had not done before. God is strengthening his body and I am glad. Still waiting for him to speak, but God has a set timing for everything.
I think the nurse said physical therapy is the next phase. We trust The Lord to transfer Daddy out of the CCU (Cardiac Care Unit) to wherever He sees fit for his next phase of care. God is so good. I know have a new understanding of God's "Mercy".
-June
1) The day before yesterday, my mom and I visited my dad. I thought I heard him try to say, "Hi" when we walked in, but the sound escaped out through the trachea. The nurse wanted me to try and make him do it again, but of course, he wouldn't. :-| So we were sort of disappointed. We even tried to get him to mouthed something to us and he wouldn't.
Later my mom mentioned something about him one day saying our names. At that he nodded. Well, Amen! To that, my mom was all excited and teared up. It was sort of funny to me because knowing my dad's personality, I figured he is not going to allow himself to be in position where we are telling him what to do and when to do it. Lol! I can appreciate that. Hahaha! Because we are use to him "runnin' the show" if you know what I mean. It was quite hilarious because the James Armstead personality pops out each and every time and I am glad.
2) Yesterday, we visited and he slept most of the time. After about an hour of just sitting and talking and laughing among ourselves with his nurse, he woke up. It took him a while to respond. He was really sleepy. Sometimes I notice if they have him somewhat propped up he tries to look at his feet. He tries to see if he can move them, and he does.
When he was really awoke, we were talking about the nurses having 12-hour shifts and mentioned to him about his niece, Niki graduating from nursing school last week. He turned his head towards me and was really paying attention to what I was saying to him. As if to say, "Really, she did?" From his response, I realized he knew what we were taking about and who we were referring to. I then told him while he is just laying there, since he has nothing better to do during the day, try and lift his forearm repeatedly to exercise it. About 10 minutes minutes later he reached up with his right hand and scratched his mustache! BINGO!!! He did it so fast, we were stunned! Later he lifted his left hand and reached across his chest and flopped it back down. I think it takes him a lot of energy to do those simple movements we able-bodied people take for granted. Also, there may be some delayed reaction trying to process the movements in his head. But we have time and we are patient. I think he lifted another hand and tried to show my mom he could make a fist. It was a weak fist, but none the less, it was some sort of fist. It was something he had not done before. God is strengthening his body and I am glad. Still waiting for him to speak, but God has a set timing for everything.
I think the nurse said physical therapy is the next phase. We trust The Lord to transfer Daddy out of the CCU (Cardiac Care Unit) to wherever He sees fit for his next phase of care. God is so good. I know have a new understanding of God's "Mercy".
-June
Thursday, June 3, 2010
OMGsh! I just read Marna's Post...
So the scripture that the Lord gave Marna, I have on a very large wood piece. My friend, Leona and her husband, Joe engraved it for me for me over 10 years ago. I have it downstairs hanging among all the rest of my wall-to-to-wall covering of scriptures. :-)
I just spoke with Marna and she said she never saw it, or at least she never read it. Go Figure! (rolling eyes) Lol! Marn-ita, you like, totally, never pay attention to none of my stuff. Hahaha! It's huge and has been there hanging downstairs in my room for, like, I don't know...years?? Geez!
I just spoke with Marna and she said she never saw it, or at least she never read it. Go Figure! (rolling eyes) Lol! Marn-ita, you like, totally, never pay attention to none of my stuff. Hahaha! It's huge and has been there hanging downstairs in my room for, like, I don't know...years?? Geez!
More Updates & Clarification
Okay, yesterday they removed the feeding tube from my dad's nose and put a port into his stomach. I didn't get a chance to visit him yesterday because I threw my back out. UGH!!! Oh well. So I came home after my last client. Rather Marna, picked me up later after I whined and whimpered over the phone with my mom. Lol! I think I just need to rest. We have been running and running...and more running. It is time to slow down. So it may be due to stress.
Marna and my mom went to see my dad, but came back shortly. They said he was sort of in and out because of the meds they gave him to perform the procedure. They are not sure if he even recognized they were there. So I didn't feel so bad although I just wanted to look upon him. Progress has been slow, but AMEN for progress. I would rather be going through this process with him opposed to the planning of or aftermath of a funeral. So we are truly blessed. Now I have a new understanding of when Christians say, "I thank Him for waking me up" or "He woke me ups this morning!" Truly, because on Thursday, May 13th, my daddy DID NOT get up or wake up!!
I am not sure if many of you understand all that took place that morning. My mom heard what could have possibly been my daddy's last breath. Except for the Grace and Mercy of God! Even after the CPR, the paramedics working on him for well over 30 minutes, there was still no breath, no pulse, no nothing. There was enough time to:
And yes, if you are able to come out and support my sister and cousin this Saturday for their desert fundraiser at my salon, please do.
Until next time,
June
Marna and my mom went to see my dad, but came back shortly. They said he was sort of in and out because of the meds they gave him to perform the procedure. They are not sure if he even recognized they were there. So I didn't feel so bad although I just wanted to look upon him. Progress has been slow, but AMEN for progress. I would rather be going through this process with him opposed to the planning of or aftermath of a funeral. So we are truly blessed. Now I have a new understanding of when Christians say, "I thank Him for waking me up" or "He woke me ups this morning!" Truly, because on Thursday, May 13th, my daddy DID NOT get up or wake up!!
I am not sure if many of you understand all that took place that morning. My mom heard what could have possibly been my daddy's last breath. Except for the Grace and Mercy of God! Even after the CPR, the paramedics working on him for well over 30 minutes, there was still no breath, no pulse, no nothing. There was enough time to:
- Have a conversation with the Lord about what was happening with my dad at the moment.
- Then have a conversation with my Daddy (spiritually). Between he and my mom, I think our family watched enough sci-fi and supernatural-miracle type of television shows with them to know Daddy was still in the house watching all that was going on. Lol! I started just talking with him. Well, I remember first asking God for permission to speak with Daddy. I knew he was standing at The Gate and the decision had not been made as of yet. After feeling as if I had been granted permission, I just calmly started talking. I told him that I knew how tired and exhausted he was. I told him that we as a family will do whatever needs to be done to help alleviate him of the tremendous stress he was under. That we will each do our part so he could finally rest. But if he had to go and wanted to go, I would understand. It would be hard and we would be very sad because we would miss him. Also, I wanted him to experience the and see the full fruit of all his labor this many years. I wanted him to see me finally get married and walk me down the isle. I wanted him to be here for when I had children, etc. All these things I told him. But at the same time, I wanted God's will for him. I remember telling God, that my flesh wanted my daddy back...but ultimately, I wanted HIS will and plan for my daddy and our family. And if this is what needed to happen....then okay. Lord you will carry us through. Then past all the commotion and me talking to Daddy and God, I heard my mom in the front hallway. She was talking to Daddy too. She reminded him of their 50 years. I heard her clear as day, "Okay Jim, what about my 50 years?!? What about Nicolas and Aleja? Don't they need you?" Then I heard Nuk (Aleja) pleading with God for mercy. "God, please have mercy! I beg for your mercy Lord!" I think she even yelled, "Grandpa (come back) PLEASE!" That little girl was praying ever since the time my mom yelled that he wasn't breathing. At that moment, I realized that it couldn’t possibly happen like this. Daddy leaving like this? Lord is this your plan? Why so tragic and so abrupt for one who has served you and taught his family to serve you? What happened to the “ripe” old age you give those who do your will, Lord? There must be more you want from him, Lord? Is this to get his attention? At that point, I began to speak with Daddy again saying, “Daddy, not like this. Right now, Nuk really needs you. Don’t leave in this manner. Come on Daddy, NOT like this.”
- Still this was enough time to hear Nuk pleading with God over her Grandpa as well as my Aunt Pam (my mom's sister) and her granddaughter, Emani to drive to our location to pray. All the while, Daddy is still not responding to anything the paramedics are doing. Still no pulse. Sigh.
- I remember climbing over the paramedics (3 or 4 big men) and over my parents bed once I realized what I had on....or didn't have on. Hahahaha! I needed to go downstairs and throw on something more appropriate. But I could hear them through the ceiling/floor with the defibrillator. I would just hear, "CLEAR!" and then a big THUD sound as I listened and looked up at the ceiling. If I am not mistaken, this was the 4th time. The paramedics did it a few times when I was upstairs trapped between my parent’s bathroom and back hallway already.
- I think I heard my Aunt Pam arrive and run up our staircase yelling "Get on the floor!! PLEAD FOR GOD'S MERCY, NOW!!" Thought we didn't hit that floor?!? If we had to eat carpet, we was gonna do it! My Daddy's life was on the line! We humbled ourselves before The Lord in a QUICKNESS! No time for freaking out, humble yourself before God Almighty the best way you know how.
- So you can imagine, how long this was going on. Like Marna said in a previous post, it was a very long time. And it was. Let there be no mistake. James Armstead was GONE. I am surprised at how long they worked on him, but I am glad they did. I am not sure if that is routine as far as the length of time they will try, but God is good. No doubt about that. I know not too long after us all pleading for God's mercy, my mom said a paramedic finally yelled that he had a radial, but it was faint. But it was enough for them to take him in.
- So we found out that he had three blocked arteries, two of which they put stints in. The third was too damaged. He was on like a cooling mechanism to quickly heal his heart for the first couple of days. It was like putting him on ice. Burrrr! If he only knew all his body has gone through. He was comatose from an entire week. He only opened his eyes two weeks ago, but was too weak, tubes inserted in his body from head to toe, not able to interact and on a respirator. Boy oh boy, the stories we will share with him. I am sure he too, has stories of his own. When he is able to finally speak, I can’t wait to hear!
- Clearly, this was a modern day Lazarus story. I always wondered if I would ever see the Lord raise someone from the dead like what I read in the bible. I think I have seen almost everything there is to see in this walk when it comes to miracles except that one. Haha! Oh wait, I have seen people healed, but I am still waiting to see body parts grow back. Maybe that only happen in other countries?? Only heard about it, but now, I want to see it. What?!? I am serious. Lol!
Anyway, I see my niece has posted on the blog. Lol! She did tell me yesterday that she wanted to share her version of the story because she has some things to share too. I told her to ask her Mamma if she could. I forgot she told me about that dream she had.
And yes, if you are able to come out and support my sister and cousin this Saturday for their desert fundraiser at my salon, please do.
Until next time,
June
Woke Up To Show You What the Lord Just Showed Me
Okay So I was reading my Bible and last night and I went to bed, but i clearly heard the Lord tell me to keep reading, but I was sleepy so I lay down anyway to go to sleep (i dunno why i do this... it never works) I didn't sleep for long as I woke up just tossing and turning. I said okay Lord if you really want me to read the rest of these scriptures then wake me up really wake me up because i'm to tired/lazy to even turn on this light. SO i la there and lay there and couldn't get comfortable and couldn't get back to sleep. Then I turned over and saw something flashing in my computer bag. I misplaced my bluetooth on Monday and was upset and frustrated because I thought I lost it (again) I seem to misplace these stupid things all the time. So when I saw the flashing I couldn't believe. Did he just show me where my blue tooth was and I had it with me all this time. Plus I would have never found it in the daytime because I wouldn't have seen it blinking. I even thought to myself. Lord if I need to read these scriptures, then show me something with my (cell) phone. LOL... the Lord hears your thoughts I tell you. So I sat up and said to myself okay okay I'll read. :) So I got up and turned on my light wondering if I was supposed to find a specific scripture or just keep reading where I left off in 2 Samuel. The Lord clearly told me 2 Samuel (I really can't explain how He speaks to me,.. it's almost like just hearing my conscious, but it's someone else...i dunno if that made sense... that really just may make me seem even more crazy... but whatever... everything is right, plus i don't have time to concern myself with what other thinks along those lines). I open my Bible to read and the Lord shows me this scripture 2 Samuel 7: 18-29 (King David's Prayer):
18 Then King David went in and sat before the LORD, and he said:
"Who am I, O Sovereign LORD, and what is my family, that you have brought me this far? 19 And as if this were not enough in your sight, O Sovereign LORD, you have also spoken about the future of the house of your servant. Is this your usual way of dealing with man, O Sovereign LORD ?
20 "What more can David say to you? For you know your servant, O Sovereign LORD. 21 For the sake of your word and according to your will, you have done this great thing and made it known to your servant.
22 "How great you are, O Sovereign LORD! There is no one like you, and there is no God but you, as we have heard with our own ears. 23 And who is like your people Israel—the one nation on earth that God went out to redeem as a people for himself, and to make a name for himself, and to perform great and awesome wonders by driving out nations and their gods from before your people, whom you redeemed from Egypt? [c] 24 You have established your people Israel as your very own forever, and you, O LORD, have become their God.
25 "And now, LORD God, keep forever the promise you have made concerning your servant and his house. Do as you promised, 26 so that your name will be great forever. Then men will say, 'The LORD Almighty is God over Israel!' And the house of your servant David will be established before you.
27 "O LORD Almighty, God of Israel, you have revealed this to your servant, saying, 'I will build a house for you.' So your servant has found courage to offer you this prayer. 28 O Sovereign LORD, you are God! Your words are trustworthy, and you have promised these good things to your servant. 29 Now be pleased to bless the house of your servant, that it may continue forever in your sight; for you, O Sovereign LORD, have spoken, and with your blessing the house of your servant will be blessed forever."
The Lord means what He says, and says what He means and will do all that He sets out to accomplish. It just further confirms all that the Lord has been saying to us, The Armsteads from the beginning since this whole incident happened.... Everything is a test and nothing is what it appears to be. The test is are you going to give in to what you see, or hold on to what God said it's going to be which is the what it IS going to be?
18 Then King David went in and sat before the LORD, and he said:
"Who am I, O Sovereign LORD, and what is my family, that you have brought me this far? 19 And as if this were not enough in your sight, O Sovereign LORD, you have also spoken about the future of the house of your servant. Is this your usual way of dealing with man, O Sovereign LORD ?
20 "What more can David say to you? For you know your servant, O Sovereign LORD. 21 For the sake of your word and according to your will, you have done this great thing and made it known to your servant.
22 "How great you are, O Sovereign LORD! There is no one like you, and there is no God but you, as we have heard with our own ears. 23 And who is like your people Israel—the one nation on earth that God went out to redeem as a people for himself, and to make a name for himself, and to perform great and awesome wonders by driving out nations and their gods from before your people, whom you redeemed from Egypt? [c] 24 You have established your people Israel as your very own forever, and you, O LORD, have become their God.
25 "And now, LORD God, keep forever the promise you have made concerning your servant and his house. Do as you promised, 26 so that your name will be great forever. Then men will say, 'The LORD Almighty is God over Israel!' And the house of your servant David will be established before you.
27 "O LORD Almighty, God of Israel, you have revealed this to your servant, saying, 'I will build a house for you.' So your servant has found courage to offer you this prayer. 28 O Sovereign LORD, you are God! Your words are trustworthy, and you have promised these good things to your servant. 29 Now be pleased to bless the house of your servant, that it may continue forever in your sight; for you, O Sovereign LORD, have spoken, and with your blessing the house of your servant will be blessed forever."
The Lord means what He says, and says what He means and will do all that He sets out to accomplish. It just further confirms all that the Lord has been saying to us, The Armsteads from the beginning since this whole incident happened.... Everything is a test and nothing is what it appears to be. The test is are you going to give in to what you see, or hold on to what God said it's going to be which is the what it IS going to be?
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
*Aleja's DREAM- The Incence*
One night I dremt that my mommy lit 5 incentce each represented one thing god did in god's life the 1st one was red. Red represent the blood of christ that he shed on the cross.The 2nd one was yellow. Yellow represented the sun shine on the day god was reserected from the dead. The 3rd one was blue. Blue represented the living water.The 4th one was black. Black represented the Devel dieing. The 5th one was white . White represented HEVEN. For some resen I could understand toung becuase my mommy was speaking it! And she was crying because she was extreamly happy she was saying something about love and safty and that my Grandpo would be back and bader than ever.THANK-YOU!
Remembering Dreams & Eating Cake
Okay so today I was sitting here thinking about some dreams i had, maybe no more than 2 years ago. I had a dream it was me my mom June and Jean 9 I think) sitting on a boat and my dad was also in this boat with us but he was asleep. Well we were all watching these waves rise up and then we would be all scared and what not, but each time we'd ride over the waves. It got to a point where we'd anticipate the waves and then we would anticipate rising above the waves. All the while my dad was sleep and didn't even notice anything was even happening. I'd have to look back into my journals to even find the dream to know hat all happened. And right now suddenly I find that we are living this dream. It has not been the easiest. I come home exhausted, trying to figure out how to run his business and deal with his clients in a way that preserves his integrity. I don't mind doing it, but I really wish I knew his wishes regarding certain situations. i am working hard to make sure everything is done right. i wish my dad was here to tell me what to do... :(
I have the SassyCakes Fundraiser this Saturday June 5th. from 5-8pm which means i will be cooking and repairing all day Friday and most of the day Saturday. this is a big event to help me and my cousin Qiana raise money to really get the things we need to really get this business up and running. If you are in San Francisco on Saturday evening. Please consider supporting us and stopping by. It will be at June's Body, Soul & Spirit Salon in San Francisco 222 Leland Avenue (@ Rutland). I have attached a flyer image. If you have Facebook Account you can RSVP for the event here. I'd really like RSVPs because it helps me get a better count of who is coming. See the flyer below, and Thank you in advance!
Monday, May 31, 2010
Train Up A Child...
I have been trying to upload this message for a while, but couldn't find a compatible format after transferring it from my cell phone to my computer.
This is a message from Nuk (Aleja: Marna's daughter) to me (June). The night before, she sort of had a vomiting spell. We explained to her that sometimes when you are nervous or upset about something, it may make you sick to your stomach. We shared how it could possibly be her nerves. Especially, after taking her STAR exam and this whole incident with her Grandpa. I told her every morning since Daddy had the heart attack, I wake up feeling sick to my stomach. But I know I have to move forward. After patiently listening to us, (especially me, sharing my feelings with her) she politely said, "Auntie, I am not nervous about taking my STAR test. And I am not worried about Grandpa because God already told me HE is taking care of him and everything. But I did feel sick 30 minutes after I ate those french fries my mama bought me from Wendy's."
Hahaha! I thought, "Oh. Well, excuuuuse me." But since she knew I was having issues every morning, she figured she would pray for me. I received this message later that morning on my cell:
Lord, continue to show us how to raise and train Nuk in her own individual gifting and for the exact purpose you have called her. ;-) We are seeing and benefiting from the fruits of our labor. Amen! By the way, I have not been sick to my stomach in the morning since her prayer. Lol!
This is a message from Nuk (Aleja: Marna's daughter) to me (June). The night before, she sort of had a vomiting spell. We explained to her that sometimes when you are nervous or upset about something, it may make you sick to your stomach. We shared how it could possibly be her nerves. Especially, after taking her STAR exam and this whole incident with her Grandpa. I told her every morning since Daddy had the heart attack, I wake up feeling sick to my stomach. But I know I have to move forward. After patiently listening to us, (especially me, sharing my feelings with her) she politely said, "Auntie, I am not nervous about taking my STAR test. And I am not worried about Grandpa because God already told me HE is taking care of him and everything. But I did feel sick 30 minutes after I ate those french fries my mama bought me from Wendy's."
Hahaha! I thought, "Oh. Well, excuuuuse me." But since she knew I was having issues every morning, she figured she would pray for me. I received this message later that morning on my cell:
Proverbs 22:6 (Amplified Bible)
Train up a child in the way he should go [and in keeping with his individual gift or bent], and when he is old he will not depart from it.
Ephesians 6:4 (Contemporary English Version)
Parents, don't be hard on your children. Raise them properly. Teach them and instruct them about the Lord.
Lord, continue to show us how to raise and train Nuk in her own individual gifting and for the exact purpose you have called her. ;-) We are seeing and benefiting from the fruits of our labor. Amen! By the way, I have not been sick to my stomach in the morning since her prayer. Lol!
Supportive Emails, Text Messages & SMS from God
These are just a few of the emails & text messages I, personally, have received. Maybe I can find out from my mom who all have sent cards, gifts and etc. and publicly thank you.
5/13/10
Am praying even now 4 u
Stephanie
What hospital is he at? Im praying for him, ive call u n the house, hes like a dad to me as well n hes strong hes going to be okay!! Please keep me posted
Ieisha
June we're praying for your dad and the family. Let me know if you need me to do anything ( no matter what it is)
Dacia
Praying for you and your dad. God is in control. , love you sister June.
Victoria
Ok, stay encouraged and remember the Lords plan for Uncle James & family is flawless. Love you all! Tell auntie
Damia
Thank u for update was just composing a text to u. I snsed the Lord saying he still has work but that He and James r in conference. I will let Joe know.
Leona
ok. We know he is healed in Jesus Name.
LaDonna
Lord have mercy, well I love you guys and hang in there I know it's hard
LaCarla
We praying sis june god bless you and your family thanks you for let me know he was a blessing to me. Your dad is a strong man. There are angels at your dad side i can feel it here
I know that god got his hand on him did god show you some in the past. Think on how your dad can to your shop to get a hair cut and he will talk to you. you have been by his side he loved the times you and he had. Hope you got some sleep may the lord bless you and shine his love in you and your family. Thanks jesus he is with you and your family
Debra
Be at peace. God is with you. My prayers are with your mom also. Father right now we come to you in Jesus name asking you right now for nothing more than the power of your name that is above every other. have mercy on us lord. Lord for our flesh is fragile and we look to you to keep us. I speak peace to the heart of my sister and her loved ones-hold her from your place we can only Dream of-in your most holy name we thank you. Amen
Stephanie
Oh Father I plead the blood and I ask that you move on behalf of Dad Armstead, God please have your way. I rebuke an bind the enemy in Jesus name and I pray for full restoration in JESUS NAME! Sis June, I pray that the Holy Spirit comforts you and you lean on Him in during this time. Love you. Cast all your cares on Him for He careth for you.
Victoria
U r n my prayers. No worries. God is n Total Control.
Lois
June- I'm so sorry to hear about you dad. You & the family are in my prayers! Pls keep me posted on his condition. Stay strong. _
Sheemah
Omg June my prayers are with you and your family! Let me know is it anything you need me to do! I am so sorry! Just try to get some rest! Call me tomarrow I am hear if you need me! Love you! Try to get some sleep!
Paulet
How can I support u other than prayer? I feel so helpless...I've been praying for u & family evertime it crossed my heart
Utuma
Oh Sis June. Im praying for you, I love you. God is in control. FATHER BLESS DAD ARMSTEAD, PROTECT HIM GOD, GUIDE THE DOCTORS HANDS. THANK YOU LORD THAT BY YOUR STRIPES WE ARE HEALED, HAVE YOUR WAY IN DAD ARMSTEAD’s life, in Jesus name, amen!
Victoria
05/14/10
That peace and strenght and healing be given to all... amen
Felicia
We are praying for you Sis June and family you have the power of God ,
Sis debra and Family
June logged on to the Blog and was glad read of the good news. Prayers continue, as always, for all of you. Much love, In God we tust.
Rose
June I'm so sorry 2 hear bout ur dad. All of u r n my prayers!
Neise
June, if you/mom need anything, give me a call. Mom says she is praying for you guys.
Dacia
yes pls do im praying! i love yall June!
Brandi
SO TO HEAR OF ALL THAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH YOU WILL HAVE MY PRAY AS LONG AS YOU MEED THEM AND WHAT ELSE I CAN DO LET ME KNOW
Rutha
I know this is hard but he is still here and he is geting the rest that he needs
Geannie
Keep trusting in God and love for us even when all hope is gone becuz he is Our hope & strength.
Utuma
Praise the lord. Talk to him-tell him how much you love him and need him when you go in. I believe the lord is speaking to him throughout you are standing on a rock-a pure rock. things around you may crumble but you will not. thus saith the lord.
Stephanie
Yes, I've been checking the blog every couple of days. This morning, I remembered that one of the entries mentioned the doom-and-gloom nature of the physicians' reports. I asked God to 1) place someone who is saved on the medical team--nurse, doctor, therapist, specialist; and 2) would He please consider placing an angel on the medical team. Not that either of these folks would be obvious about their presence. Just that they be there, as part of the health care team, to counter the naysayers.
Don't expect any conspicuous signs and wonders, no harps and choruses, no rainbows and halos, etc., to cause these individuals to identify themselves, but if you happen to notice certain signs...
Regards,
Lizette
June,
Of course you know that your father is in Our Father's hand. Your prayers are heard and answered.
Rose
father in the name of jesus we stand in the gap and pray for this great family of god whom is always on the battlefield for others. We ask right now lord that you would comfort, strengthern and assure them with your peace love and grace. Lord restore the head of their family father give him a new testimony to share about your goodness and grace your restoration power and how you call man from the dead like lazerus we thank you lord amen.
LaWanda
I am praying and will pray. He will carry us in His bosom.
Charlene
June,
My prayers are with you and your family. May the good Lord shine upon you and yours and restore your dad to abundant health and joy. Praise God!!
In prayer,
Alecia
Of course my prayers go out for James' healing and recovery and for strength to the family. I have also asked for the Armstead family to be put on my church's intercessory prayer list.
Marcia
San Diego cousin
June, you and your family are in my prayers. I know God is a healer. About a year ago my daddy was hospitalized. He was in the hospital on and off for about a total of 60 days. He has had a wonderful recovery and is doing so much better thanks to the goodness of the Lord. Be assured that God is in control and working all things out for our good. To God be the glory!
I am praying for your daddy and all of the caregivers that he encounters. I am also praying for you and your family.
Donna Marie
June - I will keep your father and your family in my prayers. – Carmen
Dear June ,
Holding you and the family up in prayer and believing with you for your Father's total healing and restoration.
Sabrina
June--I have just said a prayer for your father, your family, and the medical team, according to John 14:13-14 and John 16:23, and in the Name of My Lord and Savior Christ Jesus. Please, please keep us posted.
Regards,
Lizette
Sending sincere prayers for your father and my thoughts are with you and your family, June. Do not hesitate to contact me if I can be of even the slightest assistance.
Rollanda
June,
My prayers are with you at this time. I am praying and believing in healing for your Dad and comfort for you and your family. God promises to never leave us or forsake us so I know He is holding you right now.
I understand that our Saturday appt. will be rescheduled.
Blessings,
Yvonne
will do, I pray all will go well for you and your family.
Diane
It's an honor to be asked. Consider it done. I'll also call Lois just in case she doesn't know yet.
Kimberly
June:
I will put your Dad's name up for prayer at prayer meeting. We all have these times when we must be strong and lean on our faith to sustain us.
God Bless you and your family!
Millie
June,
My prayers are going out for your father's recovery. I am also praying for you and your entire family.
Love and hugs to all of you.
Helene
Hi June,
Prayers are on their way for your Father, and your family.
Love,
Susan
I pray for your father, fear you not, just BELIEVE!!!
Borko
Good Morning , just wanted to let you know that we and thre prayer wars will keep your father in prayer as well as your your family and just know the Lord love us and he will come and see about us , all is welll God bless
Sis.Betty
My Dear June,
We will hold your family close in out hearts\ and pray for all of you, especially your Dad...Be strong, you are loved
Karen
June,
I am so sorry to hear about your dad. Hope he recovers. My prayers are with you and your family.
Regards,
Jo
June,
I am sorry to hear the news about your father. Of course, I will lift him before the throne of Jesus and ask for protection and healing.....wisdom for the doctors, as they treat him, and peace and comfort for you and your family. May you feel the prayers of the saints and the presence of the Lord.
In Him,
Linda
So sorry to hear of this :(
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kia
Good morning,
I am praying right now; Father in the name of your son Jesus we are praying for a complete healing and recovery for June's Father. We are asking for peace of mind for the family, so they that may rest in your loving arms.
This I ask in Jesus name Amen. I surrender all to you!
God bless you all,
Minister Lisa
Of course, June. Your father and your family are in my prayers.
Love,
Viva
Dear June,
Thank you so much for your response. After receiving the email about your father, I didn't expect to hear from you as I'm sure his health situation is taking up much of your time and focus. I have been praying for him throughout the day and will continue to send you all light.
Stay strong and take care,
Andrea
I'm saddened by the news June. Hang in there. We're thinking about you.
-Nick
Hello June - Just want you to know that I prayed for your father before you requested and will continue to pray for him and that he experiences a speedy recovery: All mighty Father in Heaven - if it be your will - please touch and heal June's father. Bring him to complete healing stronger than he was before. I pray that June's father know you personally and that you are his Lord and Savior. Please Lord, if you will, touch June's father with your mightly hands of healing power and allow her father to remain with his family. In your Son - JESUS name, I pray this prayer. Amen
Dyane
June,
Your father, you and your family are in my prayers.
Pearl
Dear June,
I received the Prayer Request for your Dad; and of course I will pray for him as well as you and your family.
In Jesus Name,
Dawn
Hi June,
I am so sorry to hear about your father and I just stopped and said a prayer for him father and your family.
I will keep you and your family in prayer.
God Bless and take care!
Madonna
June, I haven't had the pleasure of meeting you yet. Just wanted to let you know my heart goes out to you and your family. God is a healer, comforter, and a keeper and he never fails. Your dad will be fine.
Trina
Im sorry that your father is ill. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Love u June!
Melinda
Your father is in my prayers
Lorraine
Dear June,
I received the Prayer Request for your Dad; and of course I will pray for him as well as you and your family.
In Jesus Name,
Dawn
Oh, it is a privilege to lift up your family in prayer.
Blessings,
Linda
You're welcome. How are you? I can feel the Power of the Lord working in your situation. He will carry you through this.
Kimberly
I pray for your father and we know that our father is a healer,I will come in agreement with you and your family ,be bless
Jada
Good morning! I spoke with marna briefly yesterday to check in and get info for camille's dad! I have been pleading the blood of jesus since I heard. I love u and ur family dearly and u are all in my prayers! God bless!
Alicia
Good morning June,
Keeping your dad & family in prayer. Please keep us updated.
Christine
05/15/10
Hey June, I did in fact hear about your dad. I will keep you all in my prayers o.k.
Tasha
This is one of the random text messages I receive daily on my cell phone. The funny thing about this is up until that day which was the 15th, I had not prayed anything specific for my dad. I think I was still somewhat in shock. I really was not sure what God's will was during this time. At any rate, I was awken with this text message at 6 am, May 15th two days after his heart attack while still in a comatose state. As soon as I read it, I jumped up and started yelling out to God EVERYTHING my brain could possible think of that I wanted for my dad! Lol! Ya know, it is sooooo funny because God always texts me. Hahahaha! I have many hilarious stories of what I call "GOD Texting June" incidents. The Lord is funny to me, because I always say, "Lord, NO ONE would believe me if I told them this story!...or that YOU really do this." Shrugging shoulders...maybe each time it is just something between He and I. Lol! Who knows?? :-) Well, below is the text I received:
God bless you my sis in the lord hold on
Ok my rich friend i know its not easy but god will help you and your family
Can you tell dad i love him and he got to make some more spice he make for me
Debra
How is everything?? I pray for a victorious report in the Lord
Utuma
05/16/10
This is another random text message. Now of course this is around the time, the neurologists were telling my family that Daddy was basically going to be "a vegetable."
Hi June, we wanted to let you know that we're still praying and keeping the faith.
Dacia
Yes WE DO, HE IS HEALED, WITH FULL RECOVERY OF MENTAL FACULTIES, PHYSICAL FACULTIES, AND EVEN YOUTH 2 B RESTORED! O SHEPHERD OF ISRAEL, SHINE FORTH!
Stephanie
Hey June, I need to get more specific in my prayer for Mr. Armstead and I don't want to assume. So, what needs to be targeted? Heart, breathing, nerves, etc.
LaDonna
God bless you and you take care of your dad when he get out
Powerful testimony god be the glory
Debra
How you guys doing, I'm feel so bad this is happening, and you always been a good friend since I met you as well as ur family, I love you guys and yall can make it
LaCarla
Isn't cool the type of scriptures that were coming in each day? Okay, so this is when Daddy still had not awaken. Jean, Stanley and Nick were headed to Californina during that time. We were trying not to get discouraged, but hanging in there. It was hard.
Hey, Auntie Opal, June and Marna: I've been thinking and praying 4 u. Jean& Damia have been giving me updates. I will continue 2By faith, keep u guys uplifted. La'Tonya when he starts talking again, tell him his niece "Shane" aka La'Tonya. Loves him :)!
Sorry it has taken me so long to reply. I haven't been on my email in a while.
Of course, I will keep your father in my prayers...The Infinite power and love of God is present in all circumstances.
Luverne
June,
I just want to send you a hug this morning. We have been thinking and praying for you all weekend.
Regards
Karen
05/18/10
Dear June,
I hope you are doing ok... I just saw the email about your dad. I am thinking and sending good thoughts your way....
Take Care...
Elizabeth
Hello June,
Yes, I will continue to pray for your family. Be encouraged!
Sandra
This is the day, the Lord finally spoke to us. He told us the plans He specifically had for my dad and our family's future. It was kinda cool! Notnhing like a hearing God talking to you personally in regards to your particular dilemma or situation. Maybe I will get a chance to type up what was said exactly. I will ask God and see if He wants me to post it though. ;-) This was the day, I think doctors called my mom to find out about "directives" concerning my dad. It was a rough day...until God spoke with us. But here is another text message I received that day:
05/19/10
Dear June and family,
My thoughts and prayers are with you everyday to heal your father and the entire family.
I am sending love and hugs to all of you.
Helene
To all of you (Armsteads)
We are returning home and will arrive early morning Thursday. God is truly in control and has covered James with his healing power. We continue to lift him and YOU up in prayer.
Willie and I will see you sometime Friday.
God's Blessings,
Willie & Becky
Dear June;
How sorry I was to hear about your Dad. My recommended Trichologist Angela in Baltimore just informed me her mothers in the hospital. My God be with the both of you!
Rodney Barnett
Dear Fellow Christian,
I will certainly remember your father in my prayers and stand with you in faith for his healing. Father honors his word and promises to heal. Amen.
Thanks
Makis
Dear June,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Myself and the team at Saleema International will keep you and your family in our thoughts and prayers.
Warmest Regards,
Saleema
We choose to trust Our Lord! This is during the time, we each had to get back to our indivdual businesses. We were trying to figure out our schedules, household responsibilities, organizing paperwork and bills, looking for where my daddy put things, trying to find other things, praying about what was needed for the extra medical demands, etc. It was unbelievable and overwhelming! But we settled our minds and decided not to stress but trust The Lord over EVERYTHING. This will be a powerful testimony to all. God be it unto the Armstead Family according to YOUR will. Amen!!! This text came that afternoon:
05/21/10
I am sorry to hear about your father, June, and wish you and him and your family healing and strength.
We'll keep you posted, and please let us know how you are, too.
Marian
Hi June,
I hope you, your dad and the rest of your family are well. May God continue to bless and be with you all.
Thanks,
Alecia
05/22/10
Yeah...we definately have been doing this. That's for sure!
05/23/10: Nothing in particular that day. Just a Sunday to rest, relax and bask in the God's presence.
05/24/10
Hello June - just checking to see if all of our prayers were a success for your dad's temporary situation? How is your dad? Please let me know - I'll continue to keep you and your family in my daily prayers.
May GOD Bless you and yours,
Dyane
Morning June, glad to hear your dad is doing well. I will
continue to pray for you and your family. I have decided and am ready to
schedule my appt now. Please give me a call at your convenience. Thank in
advance, God Bless
Trina
Another 6:00 am text message:
05/25/10
I will always keep you and your family in my daily prayer - those doctors may not know where the bleeding is coming from but our Doctor in Heaven knows - I will stand in agreement with you and other members in your family that GOD will supernaturally heal your dad - "Father I pray that June's dad is supernaturally healed - however you want to heal her dad Father - let her dad be healed. Let him be stronger than he was before he went in the hospital. Let his family's faith increase in you. Let your will be done Father." Amen
Again, I will continue to pray for his total healing, in my daily prayers. I'll ask my Pastor to pray for him as well.
Stay strong,
Dyane
Good things happen when you least expect them to !!!!
Dear Lord, I thank You for this day,
I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning.
God Bless!!!!!!!!!!!
In heaven it's already done, the ONLY hard part is waiting for the manifestation. GOD is in complete in control. Will pray this through with u.
Dyane
...and another text that came that afternoon:
Hahahaha! Isnt' this the truth. This came at 6:00 am.
05/26/10: Nothing...
05/27/10
Not that I was afraid, but sometime I just cry at night adjusting to this entire transition in our family.
05/28/10: Nothing...
05/29/10
This is funny because this is the day my mom and I were up late at night hysterically laughing at this entire situation:
My mom said, "Now you know people must think we're just crazy, right? Maybe they expect to find us cowering over in fear and sorrow?" Then I did this impersonation of her at the hospital greeting all daddy's visitors as if she was some overexcited bellhop or concierge at ritzy-nitzy Hotel Opal. Hahaha! I told her, "Mommy, I think everyone is totally amazed at how strong and sincerely accommodating you are...so yeah, they all probably think you have lost your ever-loving mind! They all have come to be in support of you and our family because they are genuinely concerned about Daddy, and that is not what happens. You in-turn are emotionally supporting most of them. You have total peace. You really do!" To this, her response was, "Oh...oh yeah?" Then we started laughing all over again! I am so glad we serve Jesus. What would we do without Him?!?
Anyway, this is the text I received that morning:
Until next time,
June
5/13/10
Am praying even now 4 u
Stephanie
What hospital is he at? Im praying for him, ive call u n the house, hes like a dad to me as well n hes strong hes going to be okay!! Please keep me posted
Ieisha
June we're praying for your dad and the family. Let me know if you need me to do anything ( no matter what it is)
Dacia
Praying for you and your dad. God is in control. , love you sister June.
Victoria
Ok, stay encouraged and remember the Lords plan for Uncle James & family is flawless. Love you all! Tell auntie
Damia
Thank u for update was just composing a text to u. I snsed the Lord saying he still has work but that He and James r in conference. I will let Joe know.
Leona
ok. We know he is healed in Jesus Name.
LaDonna
Lord have mercy, well I love you guys and hang in there I know it's hard
LaCarla
We praying sis june god bless you and your family thanks you for let me know he was a blessing to me. Your dad is a strong man. There are angels at your dad side i can feel it here
I know that god got his hand on him did god show you some in the past. Think on how your dad can to your shop to get a hair cut and he will talk to you. you have been by his side he loved the times you and he had. Hope you got some sleep may the lord bless you and shine his love in you and your family. Thanks jesus he is with you and your family
Debra
Be at peace. God is with you. My prayers are with your mom also. Father right now we come to you in Jesus name asking you right now for nothing more than the power of your name that is above every other. have mercy on us lord. Lord for our flesh is fragile and we look to you to keep us. I speak peace to the heart of my sister and her loved ones-hold her from your place we can only Dream of-in your most holy name we thank you. Amen
Stephanie
Oh Father I plead the blood and I ask that you move on behalf of Dad Armstead, God please have your way. I rebuke an bind the enemy in Jesus name and I pray for full restoration in JESUS NAME! Sis June, I pray that the Holy Spirit comforts you and you lean on Him in during this time. Love you. Cast all your cares on Him for He careth for you.
Victoria
U r n my prayers. No worries. God is n Total Control.
Lois
June- I'm so sorry to hear about you dad. You & the family are in my prayers! Pls keep me posted on his condition. Stay strong. _
Sheemah
Omg June my prayers are with you and your family! Let me know is it anything you need me to do! I am so sorry! Just try to get some rest! Call me tomarrow I am hear if you need me! Love you! Try to get some sleep!
Paulet
How can I support u other than prayer? I feel so helpless...I've been praying for u & family evertime it crossed my heart
Utuma
Oh Sis June. Im praying for you, I love you. God is in control. FATHER BLESS DAD ARMSTEAD, PROTECT HIM GOD, GUIDE THE DOCTORS HANDS. THANK YOU LORD THAT BY YOUR STRIPES WE ARE HEALED, HAVE YOUR WAY IN DAD ARMSTEAD’s life, in Jesus name, amen!
Victoria
05/14/10
That peace and strenght and healing be given to all... amen
Felicia
We are praying for you Sis June and family you have the power of God ,
Sis debra and Family
June logged on to the Blog and was glad read of the good news. Prayers continue, as always, for all of you. Much love, In God we tust.
Rose
June I'm so sorry 2 hear bout ur dad. All of u r n my prayers!
Neise
June, if you/mom need anything, give me a call. Mom says she is praying for you guys.
Dacia
yes pls do im praying! i love yall June!
Brandi
SO TO HEAR OF ALL THAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH YOU WILL HAVE MY PRAY AS LONG AS YOU MEED THEM AND WHAT ELSE I CAN DO LET ME KNOW
Rutha
I know this is hard but he is still here and he is geting the rest that he needs
Geannie
Keep trusting in God and love for us even when all hope is gone becuz he is Our hope & strength.
Utuma
Praise the lord. Talk to him-tell him how much you love him and need him when you go in. I believe the lord is speaking to him throughout you are standing on a rock-a pure rock. things around you may crumble but you will not. thus saith the lord.
Stephanie
Yes, I've been checking the blog every couple of days. This morning, I remembered that one of the entries mentioned the doom-and-gloom nature of the physicians' reports. I asked God to 1) place someone who is saved on the medical team--nurse, doctor, therapist, specialist; and 2) would He please consider placing an angel on the medical team. Not that either of these folks would be obvious about their presence. Just that they be there, as part of the health care team, to counter the naysayers.
Don't expect any conspicuous signs and wonders, no harps and choruses, no rainbows and halos, etc., to cause these individuals to identify themselves, but if you happen to notice certain signs...
Regards,
Lizette
June,
Of course you know that your father is in Our Father's hand. Your prayers are heard and answered.
Rose
father in the name of jesus we stand in the gap and pray for this great family of god whom is always on the battlefield for others. We ask right now lord that you would comfort, strengthern and assure them with your peace love and grace. Lord restore the head of their family father give him a new testimony to share about your goodness and grace your restoration power and how you call man from the dead like lazerus we thank you lord amen.
LaWanda
I am praying and will pray. He will carry us in His bosom.
Charlene
June,
My prayers are with you and your family. May the good Lord shine upon you and yours and restore your dad to abundant health and joy. Praise God!!
In prayer,
Alecia
Of course my prayers go out for James' healing and recovery and for strength to the family. I have also asked for the Armstead family to be put on my church's intercessory prayer list.
Marcia
San Diego cousin
June, you and your family are in my prayers. I know God is a healer. About a year ago my daddy was hospitalized. He was in the hospital on and off for about a total of 60 days. He has had a wonderful recovery and is doing so much better thanks to the goodness of the Lord. Be assured that God is in control and working all things out for our good. To God be the glory!
I am praying for your daddy and all of the caregivers that he encounters. I am also praying for you and your family.
Donna Marie
June - I will keep your father and your family in my prayers. – Carmen
Dear June ,
Holding you and the family up in prayer and believing with you for your Father's total healing and restoration.
Sabrina
June--I have just said a prayer for your father, your family, and the medical team, according to John 14:13-14 and John 16:23, and in the Name of My Lord and Savior Christ Jesus. Please, please keep us posted.
Regards,
Lizette
Sending sincere prayers for your father and my thoughts are with you and your family, June. Do not hesitate to contact me if I can be of even the slightest assistance.
Rollanda
June,
My prayers are with you at this time. I am praying and believing in healing for your Dad and comfort for you and your family. God promises to never leave us or forsake us so I know He is holding you right now.
I understand that our Saturday appt. will be rescheduled.
Blessings,
Yvonne
will do, I pray all will go well for you and your family.
Diane
It's an honor to be asked. Consider it done. I'll also call Lois just in case she doesn't know yet.
Kimberly
June:
I will put your Dad's name up for prayer at prayer meeting. We all have these times when we must be strong and lean on our faith to sustain us.
God Bless you and your family!
Millie
June,
My prayers are going out for your father's recovery. I am also praying for you and your entire family.
Love and hugs to all of you.
Helene
Hi June,
Prayers are on their way for your Father, and your family.
Love,
Susan
I pray for your father, fear you not, just BELIEVE!!!
Borko
Good Morning , just wanted to let you know that we and thre prayer wars will keep your father in prayer as well as your your family and just know the Lord love us and he will come and see about us , all is welll God bless
Sis.Betty
My Dear June,
We will hold your family close in out hearts\ and pray for all of you, especially your Dad...Be strong, you are loved
Karen
June,
I am so sorry to hear about your dad. Hope he recovers. My prayers are with you and your family.
Regards,
Jo
June,
I am sorry to hear the news about your father. Of course, I will lift him before the throne of Jesus and ask for protection and healing.....wisdom for the doctors, as they treat him, and peace and comfort for you and your family. May you feel the prayers of the saints and the presence of the Lord.
In Him,
Linda
So sorry to hear of this :(
You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Kia
Good morning,
I am praying right now; Father in the name of your son Jesus we are praying for a complete healing and recovery for June's Father. We are asking for peace of mind for the family, so they that may rest in your loving arms.
This I ask in Jesus name Amen. I surrender all to you!
God bless you all,
Minister Lisa
Of course, June. Your father and your family are in my prayers.
Love,
Viva
Dear June,
Thank you so much for your response. After receiving the email about your father, I didn't expect to hear from you as I'm sure his health situation is taking up much of your time and focus. I have been praying for him throughout the day and will continue to send you all light.
Stay strong and take care,
Andrea
I'm saddened by the news June. Hang in there. We're thinking about you.
-Nick
Hello June - Just want you to know that I prayed for your father before you requested and will continue to pray for him and that he experiences a speedy recovery: All mighty Father in Heaven - if it be your will - please touch and heal June's father. Bring him to complete healing stronger than he was before. I pray that June's father know you personally and that you are his Lord and Savior. Please Lord, if you will, touch June's father with your mightly hands of healing power and allow her father to remain with his family. In your Son - JESUS name, I pray this prayer. Amen
Dyane
June,
Your father, you and your family are in my prayers.
Pearl
Dear June,
I received the Prayer Request for your Dad; and of course I will pray for him as well as you and your family.
In Jesus Name,
Dawn
Hi June,
I am so sorry to hear about your father and I just stopped and said a prayer for him father and your family.
I will keep you and your family in prayer.
God Bless and take care!
Madonna
June, I haven't had the pleasure of meeting you yet. Just wanted to let you know my heart goes out to you and your family. God is a healer, comforter, and a keeper and he never fails. Your dad will be fine.
Trina
Im sorry that your father is ill. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Love u June!
Melinda
Your father is in my prayers
Lorraine
Dear June,
I received the Prayer Request for your Dad; and of course I will pray for him as well as you and your family.
In Jesus Name,
Dawn
Oh, it is a privilege to lift up your family in prayer.
Blessings,
Linda
You're welcome. How are you? I can feel the Power of the Lord working in your situation. He will carry you through this.
Kimberly
I pray for your father and we know that our father is a healer,I will come in agreement with you and your family ,be bless
Jada
Good morning! I spoke with marna briefly yesterday to check in and get info for camille's dad! I have been pleading the blood of jesus since I heard. I love u and ur family dearly and u are all in my prayers! God bless!
Alicia
Good morning June,
Keeping your dad & family in prayer. Please keep us updated.
Christine
05/15/10
Hey June, I did in fact hear about your dad. I will keep you all in my prayers o.k.
Tasha
This is one of the random text messages I receive daily on my cell phone. The funny thing about this is up until that day which was the 15th, I had not prayed anything specific for my dad. I think I was still somewhat in shock. I really was not sure what God's will was during this time. At any rate, I was awken with this text message at 6 am, May 15th two days after his heart attack while still in a comatose state. As soon as I read it, I jumped up and started yelling out to God EVERYTHING my brain could possible think of that I wanted for my dad! Lol! Ya know, it is sooooo funny because God always texts me. Hahahaha! I have many hilarious stories of what I call "GOD Texting June" incidents. The Lord is funny to me, because I always say, "Lord, NO ONE would believe me if I told them this story!...or that YOU really do this." Shrugging shoulders...maybe each time it is just something between He and I. Lol! Who knows?? :-) Well, below is the text I received:
biblesms: Until now you have not asked for anything in my name. Ask and you will receive, and your joy will be complete.
John 16:24
God bless you my sis in the lord hold on
Ok my rich friend i know its not easy but god will help you and your family
Can you tell dad i love him and he got to make some more spice he make for me
Debra
How is everything?? I pray for a victorious report in the Lord
Utuma
05/16/10
This is another random text message. Now of course this is around the time, the neurologists were telling my family that Daddy was basically going to be "a vegetable."
biblesms: Jesus looked at them and said, "With man this is impossible, but not with God; all things are possible with God."
Mark 10:27
Hi June, we wanted to let you know that we're still praying and keeping the faith.
Dacia
Yes WE DO, HE IS HEALED, WITH FULL RECOVERY OF MENTAL FACULTIES, PHYSICAL FACULTIES, AND EVEN YOUTH 2 B RESTORED! O SHEPHERD OF ISRAEL, SHINE FORTH!
Stephanie
Hey June, I need to get more specific in my prayer for Mr. Armstead and I don't want to assume. So, what needs to be targeted? Heart, breathing, nerves, etc.
LaDonna
All of the above!!!! They are concerned for his mental and physical capabilities...trying to take him off of everything (machine and meds)05/17/10
June
God bless you and you take care of your dad when he get out
Powerful testimony god be the glory
Debra
How you guys doing, I'm feel so bad this is happening, and you always been a good friend since I met you as well as ur family, I love you guys and yall can make it
LaCarla
Isn't cool the type of scriptures that were coming in each day? Okay, so this is when Daddy still had not awaken. Jean, Stanley and Nick were headed to Californina during that time. We were trying not to get discouraged, but hanging in there. It was hard.
FRM:BIBLE-SMS.COM
SUBJ:Jeremiah 32:27
MSG: I am the LORD, the God of all mankind. Is anything too hard for me?
Hey, Auntie Opal, June and Marna: I've been thinking and praying 4 u. Jean& Damia have been giving me updates. I will continue 2By faith, keep u guys uplifted. La'Tonya when he starts talking again, tell him his niece "Shane" aka La'Tonya. Loves him :)!
Sorry it has taken me so long to reply. I haven't been on my email in a while.
Of course, I will keep your father in my prayers...The Infinite power and love of God is present in all circumstances.
Luverne
June,
I just want to send you a hug this morning. We have been thinking and praying for you all weekend.
Regards
Karen
05/18/10
Dear June,
I hope you are doing ok... I just saw the email about your dad. I am thinking and sending good thoughts your way....
Take Care...
Elizabeth
Hello June,
Yes, I will continue to pray for your family. Be encouraged!
Sandra
This is the day, the Lord finally spoke to us. He told us the plans He specifically had for my dad and our family's future. It was kinda cool! Notnhing like a hearing God talking to you personally in regards to your particular dilemma or situation. Maybe I will get a chance to type up what was said exactly. I will ask God and see if He wants me to post it though. ;-) This was the day, I think doctors called my mom to find out about "directives" concerning my dad. It was a rough day...until God spoke with us. But here is another text message I received that day:
KDYA_1190_AM: Romans 5:3 - We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they help us develop endurance.
05/19/10
Dear June and family,
My thoughts and prayers are with you everyday to heal your father and the entire family.
I am sending love and hugs to all of you.
Helene
To all of you (Armsteads)
We are returning home and will arrive early morning Thursday. God is truly in control and has covered James with his healing power. We continue to lift him and YOU up in prayer.
Willie and I will see you sometime Friday.
God's Blessings,
Willie & Becky
Dear June;
How sorry I was to hear about your Dad. My recommended Trichologist Angela in Baltimore just informed me her mothers in the hospital. My God be with the both of you!
Rodney Barnett
Dear Fellow Christian,
I will certainly remember your father in my prayers and stand with you in faith for his healing. Father honors his word and promises to heal. Amen.
Thanks
Makis
Dear June,
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. Myself and the team at Saleema International will keep you and your family in our thoughts and prayers.
Warmest Regards,
Saleema
We choose to trust Our Lord! This is during the time, we each had to get back to our indivdual businesses. We were trying to figure out our schedules, household responsibilities, organizing paperwork and bills, looking for where my daddy put things, trying to find other things, praying about what was needed for the extra medical demands, etc. It was unbelievable and overwhelming! But we settled our minds and decided not to stress but trust The Lord over EVERYTHING. This will be a powerful testimony to all. God be it unto the Armstead Family according to YOUR will. Amen!!! This text came that afternoon:
KDYA_1190_AM: Psalm 20:1 - May the LORD answer you in the day of trouble; may the name of the God of Jacob defend you...
05/21/10
I am sorry to hear about your father, June, and wish you and him and your family healing and strength.
We'll keep you posted, and please let us know how you are, too.
Marian
Hi June,
I hope you, your dad and the rest of your family are well. May God continue to bless and be with you all.
Thanks,
Alecia
05/22/10
Yeah...we definately have been doing this. That's for sure!
biblesms: My heart says of you, "Seek his face!" Your face, LORD, I will seek.
Psalm 27:8
05/23/10: Nothing in particular that day. Just a Sunday to rest, relax and bask in the God's presence.
05/24/10
Hello June - just checking to see if all of our prayers were a success for your dad's temporary situation? How is your dad? Please let me know - I'll continue to keep you and your family in my daily prayers.
May GOD Bless you and yours,
Dyane
Morning June, glad to hear your dad is doing well. I will
continue to pray for you and your family. I have decided and am ready to
schedule my appt now. Please give me a call at your convenience. Thank in
advance, God Bless
Trina
Another 6:00 am text message:
FRM:BIBLE-SMS.COM
SUBJ: Psalm 125:1
MSG: Those who trust in the LORD are like Mount Zion, which cannot be shaken but endures forever.
05/25/10
I will always keep you and your family in my daily prayer - those doctors may not know where the bleeding is coming from but our Doctor in Heaven knows - I will stand in agreement with you and other members in your family that GOD will supernaturally heal your dad - "Father I pray that June's dad is supernaturally healed - however you want to heal her dad Father - let her dad be healed. Let him be stronger than he was before he went in the hospital. Let his family's faith increase in you. Let your will be done Father." Amen
Again, I will continue to pray for his total healing, in my daily prayers. I'll ask my Pastor to pray for him as well.
Stay strong,
Dyane
Subject: A Prayer for You and Your Family
You never know when God is going to bless you!! Good things happen when you least expect them to !!!!
Dear Lord, I thank You for this day,
I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning.
I'm blessed because You are a forgiving
God and an understanding God.
God and an understanding God.
You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me.
Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought
that was not pleasing to you.
I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe
from all danger and harm. Help me to start this
day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let
me make the best of each and every day to clear my
mind so that I can hear from You. Please broaden
my mind that I can accept all things.
Let me not whine and whimper over things I have
no control over. And give the best response when
I'm pushed beyond my limits.
I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my
heart. Continue to use me to do Your will.
Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others.
that was not pleasing to you.
I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe
from all danger and harm. Help me to start this
day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let
me make the best of each and every day to clear my
mind so that I can hear from You. Please broaden
my mind that I can accept all things.
Let me not whine and whimper over things I have
no control over. And give the best response when
I'm pushed beyond my limits.
I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my
heart. Continue to use me to do Your will.
Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others.
Keep me strong that I may help the weak...
Keep me uplifted that I may
have words of encouragement for others.
I pray for those that are lost and can't find their way.
I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood.
I pray for those who don't know You intimately.
I pray for those that will delete this without sharing it with others.
I pray for those that don't believe.
But I thank you that I believe that God changes people and God changes things.
Keep me uplifted that I may
have words of encouragement for others.
I pray for those that are lost and can't find their way.
I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood.
I pray for those who don't know You intimately.
I pray for those that will delete this without sharing it with others.
I pray for those that don't believe.
But I thank you that I believe that God changes people and God changes things.
I pray for all my sisters
and brothers. For each and every family member in
their households. I pray for peace , love and joy in
their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs
are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows
there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God.
and brothers. For each and every family member in
their households. I pray for peace , love and joy in
their homes that they are out of debt and all their needs
are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows
there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God.
Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight.
I pray that these words be received into the hearts of
every eye that sees it.
I pray that these words be received into the hearts of
every eye that sees it.
God Bless!!!!!!!!!!!
In heaven it's already done, the ONLY hard part is waiting for the manifestation. GOD is in complete in control. Will pray this through with u.
Dyane
...and another text that came that afternoon:
KDYA_1190_AM: Psalm 23:4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.
Hahahaha! Isnt' this the truth. This came at 6:00 am.
biblesms: We know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28
05/26/10: Nothing...
05/27/10
Not that I was afraid, but sometime I just cry at night adjusting to this entire transition in our family.
KDIA_1640_AM: PSALMS 27:1
The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid.
05/28/10: Nothing...
05/29/10
This is funny because this is the day my mom and I were up late at night hysterically laughing at this entire situation:
- Daddy can't even talk to tell us what needs to be done or how he wants it done.
- Mommy is just smiling and laughing consoling others instead of them consoling her.
- Not as if we didn't already work hard, but now we all have to work extra hard to keep all of our businesses afloat (without Daddy) as well as his business. Lol!
- My Mommy has to drive. This is the most funniest of all! (inside family joke)
- Nicolas (my nephew) acting like my Daddy in the household: confronting us when we forget to lock doors, checking to outside to see whose car alarm went off, standing in the garbage can to make room for more trash, filling the cars up with gas, making waffles or breakfast every couple of days, etc. Nick (Pico) was born an "old soul." Lol! He couldn't run from it if he tried! Hahahaha!
- Daddy even did most of the cooking in the household because that was his stress reliever after each work day. We would just come home and food is prepared. He made the decision and choices. Okay, so we are all really spoiled. What can I say? Now we all look at each other as if to say, "Soooo, what we gonna eat??" The joke is on us, huh?
- I had to get my mommy a cell phone.
- Teaching her how to read a blog. She is really learning how to work the up and down arrows...we leave the finger pad alone. :-o
- The way everything is supernaturally happening to us all--blessings we have not asked for.
My mom said, "Now you know people must think we're just crazy, right? Maybe they expect to find us cowering over in fear and sorrow?" Then I did this impersonation of her at the hospital greeting all daddy's visitors as if she was some overexcited bellhop or concierge at ritzy-nitzy Hotel Opal. Hahaha! I told her, "Mommy, I think everyone is totally amazed at how strong and sincerely accommodating you are...so yeah, they all probably think you have lost your ever-loving mind! They all have come to be in support of you and our family because they are genuinely concerned about Daddy, and that is not what happens. You in-turn are emotionally supporting most of them. You have total peace. You really do!" To this, her response was, "Oh...oh yeah?" Then we started laughing all over again! I am so glad we serve Jesus. What would we do without Him?!?
Anyway, this is the text I received that morning:
biblesms: You will keep in perfect peace him whose mind is steadfast, because he trusts in you.
Isaiah 26:3
Until next time,
June
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